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Crankyyyy ...

2011-04-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

okays, this post is speacially for that someone who asked for my blog add today at Mass education..
hahah ! I have made it quite obvious and i know you will somehow read this post one way or another cause you just cant keep out of my business .. You seemed rreally interested in my personal life .
You spread rumours just like how u spread your legs ..
you are so two-faced , just dont know which face to slap first !
If you wanna be a doke , well by all means do your job. But dont potong jalan in other ppl's relationshi . I already told you this straight on your face and i think you still dont understand .. I dont feel that i need to justify my actions to you about that matter . If you dint see it with your OWN eyes or hear it with your OWN ears than dont think it with you SMALL mind and spread it with your BIG mouth .. If you dint say it to my face that doesnt mean i wouldnt hear it from somebosy else .. Say it to my face , not behind my back . you would get more respect from me that way !!

And do whatever you want , try harder asshole . Shateesh & I are still going strong ! hahaha ! Fuckface !
Anyone who feels guilty after reading this call me ! Hahaha ! You should know who you are !

friends ..

2011-01-06T00:56:00.000-08:00

She used to be my best friend .
The only one i told every single thing to .
We did everything together .
Got caught together for all the stupid things we do in school .
For 4 damn years she was by my side ..
But now , she rarely even call me.
She only texts me if she needs help .
Hell yeah , She is in a dance group and she met alot of new people and made alot of new friends. But that doesnt mean you forget ur old friedns who stood by you all the while . How selfish !
Anyway , im not going to bother... I aint going to reply to ur text nor am i going to answer ur calls. Will just talk to you in school on the day we collect our results. And than its a real good bye .
Seriously i miss those times with you .
But now i doubt you even remember those tymms.
We had the most fun any ordinary secondary school student would have..
Haixx, I miss you bitch !
& im sad that you can just walk out of everything just for ur dance group .
I know dancing is ur passion but .....
Missing you asshole ..
I know you would definetely read this.
But this is the truth and this is what i feel .
Furthermore this is my blog and i write what i want and what i feel.
I refuse to be the perfect friend to people that cant treat me with the same respect .A friend can hurt you with words or actions but its worst if a friend forgets you and ignores you . Im not saying that ur a bad person ; but just a terrible friend !

Out of my life :)

2010-12-03T08:43:00.001-08:00

I love the ones in my life and make it worth living . & I would like to thank the people who left my life and made it easier to live without .

Well, basically , i just felt like saying that . Random .. But seriously , im glad tht the people who are in my life now are in my life and the ones who are not , are not :) hahah !!

& to that little girl , Well , i know you love Shateesh . But too bad he is mine . hahaha !! I know it hurts but you gotta let go . Or i promise you things would be ugly . & if you think im mean , im sorry . im not .. Im just quite blunt when it comes to someone i dont like . & obviously i dont like you (:

:)

2010-11-07T23:55:00.000-08:00

Boredom

2010-11-04T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hello
Im boreddd
:(
Im home alone ..
Shateesh went for deepavali down with Arun & evrybody .
He asked me to come along than he changed hys mind .
Worried i might get lost in the crowd .
Im waiting for hym to come bq home. ..
boredddddd ..

Tomorrow is Deepavali.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL INDIANS :)

exam stresss

2010-11-01T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggie !
I miss you so much !
So sorry I couldnt update cause i have been so busy studying for my damn O levels.
But i guess all that hardwork is going to go to waste .. I screwed up my Maths & Science . The two fucking important subjects. Lets see if i make it to some poly. God ; pleaseee help mee !!
Well, Shateesh is going to Bintan tomorrow. He asked me to follow but damn my exams :(
Haixx, its okays . Planning on a trip to phuket after my exams . yipeee :)
Cant wait .
Divan's birthday is coming ..
Im not going to say anything here as i wouldnt be surprise if DIvan reads my blog .
Hahha ! WIll blog what happen after its over :)
What should i get hym ?
hmm...
My next paper is on the 3 of November ..
That would be my history ..
Dont even know what to study for history .
My exams are all ending on 12 Novemeber ..
Than daddy's birthday cuming :)
14 November :)
Than Divan's birthday :)
18 November ..
Wee cant wait ..

Soo manny things & plans coming up.

Im going to sleep now. Bye !! Im going to miss Shateesh once he goes to Bintan :(

my blog is almost dead ..

2010-08-22T02:34:00.000-07:00

Hello !!
Its been super long since i last blogged .
& my blog is almost dead .
hahaha !
Well, i apologise for not blogging as i have been very busy lately .
hahah ; well not exactly busy but lazy .
My school ends late everyday & every weeekend im out torning with shateesh & friends.
Okays , so let me blog about what happen this weekend ...
No parents at home ! Yay !
They went bangkok . They left on friday and would be back on monday ..
So Friday ; 20 august 2010
My anniversary . :)
Went school . Came back home. Brought sindhu and Tinohan to 848 . Walk around and ate at macs while waitng for shateesh and teviyan . They came . Went under some block and lepaked .then chowed back home ard 11+. .

Saturday ;
Woke up , went church and went to meet shateesh . Followed hym to cut and highlight hys hair. He highlighted it blonde. haha ; different kinda blonde . and he isnt happy with it. hahah . While waiting for hym outside the shop , Teviyan came. Than talked cock with Teviyan .. funny fella lar teviyan .. Than Teviyan left . Shateesh & I bussed back to Shateesh's crib . At home ; spoke to Divan about exams . hahah ! He told me to retake my tamil exam as the EOY paper would be much easier . & oh ya , by the way i got a B4 for my 'o' level tamil . Than Shateesh & I got ready and met Teviyan and Sindhu . We cabbed to mediacorp . We met Kishen , Arun Synchronix, Melvin & Prem there .. After udayam, talked problem . Stupid problem.. lols . & i saw that whore there. Fuck ; i swear i'll break you one day .. They only reason why i am keeping my mouth shut is because of saras.. Shateesh kept asking me to confront her or just hit her. haha . But saras said dont .. After that , Arun & Melvin left . Teviyan, Prem, Sindhu , Shateesh & I bussed to AMK. We ate there and met Divan there . Than we bussed to ECP . Eish's brother's bday .. Met uday , uru , victor , manoj and alot more people there. .....
Sunday ; 22 August 2010 . 12am ..
I was standing at the shore ther alone . Shateesh came and we walked all the way to a stone . climbed up the stone there and we sat there. I will never forget this day of my life. It was fucking romantic . Soo cold , The wind . The sound of the waves . Noone around us . Just me & hym . Goodness i love hym soo much .. Than forawhile later prem called and we went back where everyone was sitting .. Gambled than cabbed back to yishun .. we all got down infront of the condo and shateesh and teviyan walked back. 5.20 am .. Felt so bad that they had to walk back ..
Caame back home. Slept , woke up at 3:15pm . Nbathe , ate and now going jackpot ..

bye !

life suck like big tym

2010-04-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

life sucks like bigBIG tym .

I've got everything an ordinary teenage girl needs & yet i somehow feel fucked-up !
I've got awesome family, friends & wonderful boyfriend.
& yet i feel something is missing is my life.

anw, i've been feeling very fucked up recently .
but dont ask me why , cux i myself dont know the reason .
My emotions are practically consuming my soul .
Im like at a dead-end with mist and fog ahead .

I've tried very hard , put in all my effort , gave and sacrificed all i could
but what i got at the end of the day are only SADNESS ,PAIN , HURT & LONELINESS .
Im suffering alone.

It was only what she said that felt like a slap across my face , it was also how she said it .
Every word was like thousands of needles piercing through my flesh, leaving no scar but it hurts like hell . All that I beleived ,trusted and lived by in the previous 17 years seems to turn upside down , inside out ; a total disaster .My world is crashing down . I have mixed emotions . Confusions are clouding my mind . Sadness , Pain and Hurt is overwhelming me .

A part of me knew that this was all along the truth and i chose to believe in hope that maybe with my perseverance, faith and effort .
I could make a difference.
Another part of me is in total denial of accepting the fact that there is NO FANTASY !
I wanted to hide all this but every statement of hers , had hit the bull's eye .
I deserve every bit of it & my heart is bleeding profusely.
I did not dare seek understanding from anyone because that would be slapping myself in the face .
Therefore i stood and am still standing all by myself and it weighed like mountains on my petite frame . I feel like dying every day of my waking life.

To put thinkgs bluntly , I climbed out of the grave and stubbornly continued to walk in circles in the cemetry when i should leave . I knew that I would fall back into the grave agin but i hoped things would change in life. But eventually I just dropped back in the grave again !

My drive, motivation, will , energy and moral are all dropping drastically .It is beyond a will to neither end my life nor live it . I realised I was a living dead when night falls & when im being left alone all by myself in the room . With nothing-ness. but who cares, i dont mind if i have nothing . I wuld have nothing to lose than .
Nothing to be upset about..
Nothing to cry about ...
Nothing to hurt ..
Nothing to loose ...

The Sabrina that everyonen knew was a lady with a smile on her face everytym . joking and playing around. Thus, i dint want them to see how cowardly im trying to numb myself by embedding a cloak of happiness . You might as well call me good for nothing.
No confidence .
No motivation.
No drive.
No spirit.
No energy .
No life.

No nothing.

I once had an ambition , a goal and a purpose in life , but now it seemed buried somewhere in the corner of my mind .

Im tired yet i cant stop to keep myself awake..
Im panting yet i cant hear myself breatheing ..
I am motionless ; yet im falling ..
INTO DARKNESS OF ABYSS .

FUCK, IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG MORE.

Anw, tomorrow is mummy's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
I LLOVE YOU SOO MUCH !
AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :)

BYE !

bitch !

2010-04-23T01:14:00.000-07:00

Bitch !
You must be really desperate !
Even after i told you not to call hym & tell hym not to forget you !
Bitch ; you were noone important in hys life for hym to remember you.
Go find some other guy to fuck around with .
I know you'll be reading this !
Just wanna let you know that i'll be calling you tonight !
Pick up the fucking phone if you fucking dare !
If you dont ; I will not hesitate to come over to your fucking place to break you !
Stop fucking around with me slut !

2010-04-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hello =]
Finally, im blogging .
I always wanted to blog but i couldnt find tym to blog.
Anw, soo manyy things happen .
Its a new year ; a new start of everything .

Anw, i just wanna blog about smth interesting tht happen in maths class today .
We were having maths class in MR2 .
& as usual we were talking crap .
So I said : Teacher, someone in this class has an affair with MPL .
& out of a sudden Pritha : Teacher , I am the one ..
The whole class burst out laughing.

PRITHA IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH MPL !
LMFAO .
We all suspected it but didnt expect it to be true and for Pritha to agree with it.
WTH ?!

And yea, mummy came down to my school to see my form teacher .
They were talking about my common test results .
Failed everything :)
Mummy was advicing advicing & advicing .
gosh !

I think im really going to start getting serious .
Really going to start studying .
I know its surprising to hear that from me but I HAVE TOOOO !!!
I wantt to pass my 'O' levels and go to Ngee Ann Poly !!

Tomorrow is speech Day at scchool .
Have to be alone in school as the audience.
Saras is involved in the parade
& the rest are involve in the prize presentation.
Cheebye lar they all .
Action oni . HAHA !

Then after that going to go meet babylove :D
Going tatoo shop to do up hys tatoo .
I SOOO WANT TO GET ANOTHER TATTOO DONE !

Well, now im going to watch jeans then maybe hit the books.

Bye !

Bella's birthday

2010-02-21T03:26:00.001-08:00

Hello blogiieee !
I miss my blog siak !
Its been super long since i did a proper post.
toda im gonna do a proper post becux i got a lot of stuff to share .
okays ! Before I start today is both Bella's & Sathish's birthday .
So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF THEM !
hahaks !

okays i'll blog from what happen yesterday .
Yesterday woke up abt 11 am .
had tuition and gambled at home .
Loat abt $40 .
=(
Then about 5plus got ready and left home .
Went northpoint bought for Bella present .
Met Baby at yishun MRT and trained to Harborfront .
Met Prem at Harbourfront MRT .
Then went to Sentosaa.
Reached about 9.30pm.
& walked to the costa sand Chalet .
Met Bella & all my family there .
Then ate, slacked and gambled.
Lost about $20 .
=(
So total i lost about $ 60 .

21st Febuary 2010

Then 12am we cut cake for Bella .
Vanessa went back home for i dont know what reason .
She missed the fun.
& Rochelle dint even come .
Then gambled and everyone started to drink .
all the aunties all went to sleep and it was left with only the young people.
all got high .
Then Anna Shawn , Stephen, Malar, Baby, Prem, Anba & 2 frenx, Deepa, Jeremish , Damien and I went clubbing .
Azzuraz at Sentosaaa ..
It was Awesome !!!
Awesome house music .
Danced, drinked & freaked out all night till the club closed ..
At abt 5am this morning went back to the chalet .
Then most of them choed.
Left with only Bella, Anba, Baby , Prem & myself .
Went to the beach and accidentally dozed off there.
Went back to the chalet at 8am .
Then Baby , Prem & I trained back home .
reached home about 9.30am .
Bathe , eat & slept .
Woke up at 5.30pm .
Bathe, eat & now here i am blogging .
okaysokays.
i sleepy & Sathish and everyone are at my place now .
Gonna cut cake for Sathish & then sleep .

Bye !

iphone

2010-02-07T00:07:00.000-08:00

& oh ya, i forgot to mention.
I BADLY WANT A FUCKING IPHONE !
Im fucking jealous of Shateesh & Divan . Bof of them gott a bloody IPHONE !! Its super cool .
Someone get me an Iphone. plssss...

Holla

2010-02-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hello .
okays, i told ya tht i would blog about wat happen in Baby's bday ryte ?
so yea,
It went very well. Jux tht the tyming cocked up.
before I reached hys place.
Prem brought baby up.
Bby loved the cake jux becux hys picture was on it.
hahaks !
He loved the chain & the flowers too =]
The flowers was delivered jux in tym .
After he cut the cake, the delivery guy came.

Anw, i would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who came.
Thanks alot.
Special thanks to Divan & Prem .

& oh ya, forgot to mention, Shateesh's mother cooking is uper happening.
got to learn from her . hahaks!

Anw, today im fucking rotting my fucking ass in my room .
Its 4:05pm & i jux went out of the room onceONCE.
to go toilet to bathe.

Having loads of probs and im feeling really down .
Baby is sleeping , he should be tired after the clubbing shyte last nyte.
Only came back home at 6...

Anw, i think im gonna sleep now .
bye!

Babyy's burfday .

2010-02-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone !
I know it been super long since i last blog .
But i've got reasons .
Firstly, becux my damn skul ends late almost everyday .
Except on fridays, but oh wait even on friday i got NCC .
Shyt . With the new 10 day time table skul is sper long .
Monday skul ends at 4.30pm .
Tuesday to Thursday it ends at 3.45m .
Friday ends at 12.30 .
But even after skul im like pack with tuitions and sinda and stuff .
Nowadays no tym to meet baby also .
Last i met hym was on Sunday , went over to hs place.
Kay, im suppose to be ding my homework now.
but im blogging becux Afifah told me to update .
& other people who has no life but spend their tym reading my blog told me to update.
No offence yeah !

Hmm, okays.
tomorrow is SHATEESH'S BIRTHDAY !!
omg ! He is 19 already . hahaks !
okays im doing a surpriswe birthday party for hym .
Wee ! cant wait to see hys reactions .
I'll blog about what happen during the party wen im free .
Im gonna go sleep for awhile now.

Bye !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHATEESH KUMAR !
i LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART =]

Fuck you whoreeee !!!

2010-01-02T05:27:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie !
okays, i know its been a long tym since i did a proper post.
So today, since i got all the tym in the world.
Im gonna do a proper post .
Its gonna be quite long but i bet ur at my blog now to read about my life and the thing i did .
so you lifeless people can enjoy reading the super long post .
Im gonna blog abot wat happen since 31st december 2009 .

31st December 2009 .
Woke up about 10am . Mum woke me up .
Bathe and alll .
Then Jiraj, Krishan, Prema, Priya, Sathish & pavithra came over to my crib.
Gambled till 5.30pm.
Then all chowed.
I got ready and went to baby's crib .
Baby was super sweet tht day . hahaks !!
Was slacking at hys place for awhile then we both left.
We took the train and met Teviyan at the last cabin .
Then we met Mathan & Prem at AMK last cabin ..
Prem brought air horns along .
Will elaborate on the air horns later . lols.
Trained all the way to city hall .
City hall MRT station itself was fucking crowded.
to take one step i had to hit like 5 people. hahaks !
OKays then we waited for Pravin .
5 mins later he came.
We walked to Marina bay to see the fireworks .
Reached Marina bay and found a nice spot to see the fireworks at 11.45pm .
Waited .

12am !!! 1st January 2010 .
NEW YEARS DAY !!!
The fireworks started .
Cheebye , It was fucking nice .
like sooo nice .extremely nice lar.
like no wrods. We all went like " waaaahhhhhh!!! "
Then we baby & Prem starting pressing the air horns and irritating people.
Almost had problem with a malay group becux of the air horn .
it was bloody loud. & we were the center of attraction .
Here are some pics taken wen we were camwhoring at Marina bay .
While waiting for the fireworks and during the fireworks .

( Baby & Prem holding their airhorn ! )

( Mathan , Me , Baby & Teviyan )

( Baby & Me )

( fireworks )

( Baby & me . With the fireworks behind )

( The crowd )

After we camwhored. We went to meet Udey, Eswari , Shiva & Manoj .
All of us wallked to A kopitiam and ate .
We were all dying out of hunger .
After we ate the guys went out to smoke.

( pictures of the guys sitting like urukarans )

After tht, around 1.30am, Udey , Eswari , Shiva & Manoj left to Sentosa .
Prem, Teviyan , Pravin , baby & I walked to Dhoby Gaut .
Met Pravin's crush there .
Lepak & waited for Divan .
While waiting for Divan we camwhored again .

( baby & me sitting outside starbucks )

( Prem & praviin )

( teviyan )

After Divan came we send Pravin back home in taxi and went to eat again .
We ate seafood. Prem spend. Thank you Prem Naath ! hahaks !

After that we cabbed to Sentosa . Reached sentosa about 4am . Wanted to go for the countdown there. But when we reached there they say only 18 & above. I was like wtf !? I was super pissed . Din know what to do so camwhored .

( Camwhores )

Then we cudnt get cab to go back also . So we saw a chinese guy in a van. We asked hym to drop us at palawan beach & he charged us. $2 per head. wtf ? & not even 10 mins ride. But we had no other choice so we paid . Went to Palawan beach . Then we went to the 7 Eleven there bought drinks and saw Manoj. He brought us to where they were all siting . Sat there and drank and talked till 7am . Divan slept halfway . hahaks ! About 7am Prem, Divan, Teviyan, Shateesh & I chowed. Udey, Eswari, Shiva & manoj continued drinking. We took the monorail and went vivocity . Prem took the train and trained to hougang . The rest of us bussed back to tishun. Went back home bathe changed and went Temple. I went Temple with my family. But Baby went temple with Teviyan & Prem all . After temple coincidentlly met Baby & prem at northpoint. Went to eat then we bussed to Safra and played pool.. After tht i walked back home and baby & Prem Chowed . I got ready and went for Shalinee's and Vashinee's Puberty ceremony . Stayed there for awhile then left home.

2nd January 2009

I got ready and went clubbing with loved ones. =) to lazy to name everyone cux had alot of people .Came back home and slept.Woke up early & went temple again. Prayed and came back home changed and met baby . Went to woodlands lepaked came back yishun lepaked awhile . We were tokin about baby's EXes . Then toking about this 2 particular bitches made me soo angry . I dont know why . Fucking sluts they are . Im sure one of the fucking slut would be reading this post . After talking we then chowed back home. Baby went to Prem's cuxin sis bday chalet. & im sitting at home rotting .

Waiting for baby's kol. But he is too busy enjoying hymself to even call me now. Bloodyy fool!

kk u all really got no life tht u all read untill here. hahaks ! kk im gonna call my babyboi now.

Bye !

down .

2009-12-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

Hello !
Today i waoke up at 8pm.
Half of the day was gone.
ey, wait ! More than half .
I had 112 miss calls .
hahaks ! hmm,
Im feeling so down ever since xmas eve.
I dunno who should i trust and who i shouldnt .
OMG!! Wat a cruel world with loads of mean people.

okays, i dunno wat else to blog about .

Oh ya, Nijangal getting more & more interesting .
l0ls .

ok bye ! &&&
I aint gonna trust no motherfuckers anymore.
Enough of all the shit that i've been through .
Hope 2010 will be a better year for me & everyone .

shopping .

2009-12-21T21:01:00.000-08:00

hello blogieeee!!!
Yesterday i jux came back from Kelong.
I know i said it my previous blog that i was going to Sibu island.
But i dint :(
I went to Kelong .
Total opposite !!!
It wasnt so bad lar.
Priya & all cudnt take it .
So they chowed halfway .
Kika, Vimal,Vinod, Mane, Rockey , Uncle Kumar, Uncle Parthiban & I stayed back .
Enjoyed myself fishing .
Caught about 100 over fishes :)
After that came back Singapore & went to meet baby .
Today i woke up early .
Got ready to go skul cux i had to give the form to tell the skul i want to continue studying there and not go higher nitec .
So i went to the busstop then i remembered tht i had to bring a photocopy of my N level cert .
So i was too lazy to go back home and take the cert adn photocopy all.
So i jux decided to go tml .
Went to 848 . Bought bubble tea for myself and Tinohan.
Came back got ready and now im waiting for my lazy boyfriend to get ready .
We are going to go old marsiling .
Then to bugis .
Then to peninsula .
Then planning to go watch vettaikaran .
Hopefully there are tickets available .
Cux Priya went down to gv and she dint get any tickets for today and tml.
Suppose to watch it yesterday but Prem wanted to watch it too .
So we postponed it to today !!

okays, im gonna leave my house now !
Bye !

N level results !!

2009-12-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie !
Today i got my N level results !
&& guess wat !
I PASSED !!!
I GOT EXACTLY 19 POINTS !!!
IM GOING SEC 5 & DOING MY 'O' LEVELS NEXT YEAR !

SCREW ALL THOSE ASSHOLES WHO LOOKED DOWN AT ME !!

HAHAKS !!

Okays im too lazy to blog ady longer .

& oh ya tml im going to sibu island !
would only be cuming back on Monday.

Gonna miss my babylove !

okays, BYE !

Prems bday plans !

2009-12-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

Hello peopple.
Today i woke up at 10.30am !
Surprising ryte ?
Yea, i woke up by Nandhu's msg.
She said Ramdan passed away .
haixx. Overdose of drugs .
How stupid of hym !

R.I.P Ramdan :(

okays , im currently waiting for my lazy boyfriend.
Shateesh Kumar Batumalai to wake up !!!
He is sleeping like a bloody pigg !!
WAKE UP IDIOTT!!!!!!!

PLans for today
1)Go Novena . Buy for Prem a mug with hys picture on it :)
2)GO Bugis . Buy for Prem 2 t-shirts & 2 bermudas :)
3)GO Tekka meet Prem .
4)GO work .
5)Watch movie with Prem & Shateesh :)
6)Celebrate Prem's bday wt 12am !

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PREM NAATH !
hahaks !

Doke kuttyyea ada doke kuttyyea !

2009-12-02T02:02:00.000-08:00

Doke Doke !
Dont you cry !
Lift up your skirt & let me try !
I fuck you , you fuck me !
That's the morning exercise !

Bitch, doesnt this poem sound farmiliar ?
Doke, stop msging my guy lar fuck !
You may be hys ex but im his girl now .
I dun give a fuck who you are .
Ady got guy ady ryte ?
Be happy with hym !
Or go start sniffing glue and get fucked by all the guys !
Stop going around and asking people if they know me .
Stop making me famous !
para doke !

hahahahaks ! doke kutty !

karthigai :)

2009-12-01T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hello :)
Today has been a very tiring day !
Slept at 5am. Was toking to baby all the way .
& he woke me up at 9am .
Bathe got ready and met baby at khatib MRT .
We trained to temple as it was karthigai .
The temple was super crowded.
Saw sooo many people i know .
Smths happened in the temple which i dun wish to mention it here.
hahaks !
Prem Ohh Prem !
What a funny boy he is !
l0ls.
Then, Prem , baby & I went to eat .
After we ate we played pool .
Then Prem chowed back .
Baby & I trained back to yishun .
It was fucking hott !
Then we lepaked at the park behind int for awhile.
Then later Taslim & Kika said they wanted to meet us.
So told them to cum to the park behind int .
Half hour later they came.
Tok cock, smoked, drink & chowed back home.
Came home, bathe , eat n ol .
PLayed poker in facebook.
I m loosing soo much of money !
Any kind soul reading this post would like to give me some money in facebook ?

p.s : Im online almost everyday but i dont blog becux im addicted to the poker in facebook. So i dont have tym to post . I'll post when i dont feel like playing poker.

Bye !

poker !

2009-11-23T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie !
I just came back home from Orchard now :)
Today woke up at 10.30am.
Woke up early cux suppose to go Shateesh's baby house .
But i was too tired.
So i was using computer at home.
Then Naandhini koled me to go Orchard .\
Jalan Jalan.
Told Shateesh baby tht i was going & he said he wanted to tag along.
So the 3 of us trained to Orchard.
Was playing Nandhu's PSP in the train :)
Walked walked.
Then ard 6pm, Nandhu had to chow .
Her cuxin's nameing ceremony.
Her cuxin is super cute !
He is 2 weeks old & hys name is Deepan !
Nice eh !
hahaks !
OKays, mane made me addicted to a game in facebook.
Its called Texas Holdem Poker !
I have 30k in my account now.
Gonna play the game now
& earn more money !

Bye !

my boy, my life bitch !

2009-11-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie !
Today, tym is flying super fast !
Baby stayed over at my place .
Both of us slept at 6 am.
& woke up at 6pm ! hahaks !
Woke up, bathe , eat & lefft home.
Met Prem & he went to eat at j8 .
Then met Divan at bishan int .
Bussed to thomson, went to coffeeshop.
Divan wanted to eat so we waied till he eat finish .
Then we walked to a computer gaming center .
Now im at the computer gaming center blogging.
While the 3 of them are playing CS .
After this we are going somewhere !!

Today is a day i'll never forget in my life !!

Okays gna stop here.
You may fuck off now !

Bye !

Divan's bday !

2009-11-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

Hello people!!
Its Divan's birthdayyy!!!!
Today, woke up at 2 plus.
Shateesh baby woke me up .
I onli came back home at 5am .
Was with SHateesh all the way .
He was kinda high.
hahaks ! Was toking about our past.
I dun think any boyfriend and Girlfriend wud talk lydat.
hahaks !
Cabbed back home and Slept.
Woke up at 2plus by baby's phone call.
Dressed up got ready and cabbed to Polyclinic.
Baby dint go skul so needed to take MC.
I went needed sleeping pills .
Mat baby there.
After everything walked to 848 to eat chicken rice.
Then bussed to Bugis.
Baby bought for Divan a bermudas.
I bought for Divan a polo tee.
Hope he likes it :)
Passed it to Shateesh to pass it to Divan.
After tht bussed to yishun.
Baby send me back and went to meet Divan & Prem at pasar Malam.
Shateesh & family & Prem are going for dinner.
I came back home.
Changed, bathed and ate .
Watched tv and am now infront of the com.
okayys ! Gonna check out facebook !

Bye !

Once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIVAN !!!

daddy's birthday !

2009-11-15T05:59:00.000-08:00

10:05 pm ; Sunday

Hello people ! Since i seldom blog ! Im gonna blog a proper post today . I shall start from [13 november 2009 (Fri)] Woke up at 12pm got ready went to interchange, bumped into Saras ! After soo long i met her . She was gonna watch paranormal activites with Vind & Murali. (To those who havent watch paranormal activities, YOU SHUD ! Its a damn good movie. But Nightmares are garanteed .)Chatted with her forawhile then met Shateesh baby and Kishen at yishun Int . Waited for Ratna, Ratna's guy and Shobana to cum. After tht we went to eat Chicken rice . Then everyone chowed. Shateesh baby and I went to bugis to buy for daddy a shirt . After tht Shateesh baby followed me to my house. I changed ol and left home. Shateesh went home , I went to sembawang beach for Prema's bbq . By this tym it was 10 pm. All the elderly went back. ALl the cuxins and friends torned over. Shateesh, Prem & DIvan came . We played played played. Some stupid things happened . & before we knew it, it was 7am ; 14 November 2007- Daddy's birthday ! Uncle Batty came to fetch us . & send us back . Byt he tym i bathe n slept it was 9am . Slept and woke up at 4pm . Met Shateesh baby at Yishun Mrt trained to Bishan MRT. Met Prem then went daddy's place . Relaxed awhile then Shateesh, Prem, Aunty Wendy & Daddy went to eat seafood . AFter tht, ALl of us went back home. Toked cock, Smoked , drink and used the lappy . And before we knew it, it was 4am - 15 November 2009 . Prem went back . Aunty Wendy & daddy slept ady . So shateesh baby & I send Prem off and went to bed . We cudnt slp at ol .We were chit chatting and ol . Then about 8am we went to bed . Woke up at 4pm . Went out to eat Chicken Rice. Then Prem & Kishen came to Bishan cux they had a birthday funtion to attend. So they came to my dad's plc waited for baby to get ready and left. A while later, i also left home. I jux reached home now & im super tired. So im gonna sleep now.

Bye !

stay over at baby's place !

2009-11-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! Im fucking tired ! I jux came back from baby's place . Went to hys house yesterday morning. We ate then slacked all the way . about 10 pm we went down to eat seafood with Divan & Prem . Then went back home & slacked again. Slept for like 3 hours only so im gonna catch some sleep now . Sleepy !!

Bye !

i love my life !

2009-10-28T02:52:00.000-07:00

Try ur fucking best to break me & hym.
The harder you try the stronger we get !
Our love is soo stong tht nothing can break us apart !
SO deal with it you jealous motherfuckers !!

To tht motherfucking bitch , look at what ur fucking useless hushband is doing before u start opening ur fucking smelly mouth about my guy. I trust hym more than i trust you bitch ! AT least my guy tells me whereever he is and what he is doing. You dont even know if ur fucking hushband is alive or not so jux shut the fuck up whore. Chibai, behave like a fucking 23 year old woman ! Start acting like ur age & not ur bloody shoe size (size 6). & stop sending me offline msges in msn . If u really wanna tok about my fucking life and the ones in it call me ! U've got my fucking number so call me . First, go find out if ur hushband is dead or fucking around with another woman than u can start toking about my life. Ur already married with a fucking son so quit spreading your legs to ur hushband's "brothers" . I think ur life is more interesting to tok about ! I've been keeping silent and giving you respect becux ur way older than me but u dun deserve a single bit of respect . I've kept to my fucking words . Have you bloody whore ?

Street Surveyors :)

2009-10-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggers ! Im back blogging. :)

Nothing much to blog about today cux the day jux started so i shall blog about yesterday.

Yesterday, baby dint go skul . Naandhini woke me up & I woke baby up. hahaks ! Met baby, Naandhini and Sheena at Khatib MRT at 12pm sharp . Trained to Orchard. Met Kishen at Orchard MRT . We walked to Orchard tower. Had interview and all . & surprisingly all of us were selected for the job. We had to wait till 3pm to see how the job goes and ol. Our training is on Monday ! cant wait ! Good money sial ! hahaks ! I and baby are gonna be super rich ! l0lx.

After tht, we ol trained bk . Sheena & Naandhini got down at yishun . Baby, Kishen & I got down at Woodlands. Baby wanted to change hys earpiece but cudnt becux he forgot to bring his waranty card. Then we went LJS to eat. Met Prem there and we bussed to old marsiling. Baby bought ear stud and Prem cut hys hair . After tht we bussed back to woodlands . Bought movie ticket for Haloween 2 [M18] for 9.50pm show . But it was only 8:20pm. SO we killed tym by sitting at redstone. 9:30pm we left redstone and went to the theaters that was went the stupid woman asked for our i/c . Diont know wat to do . I & Prem cudnt enter. Shateesh toked to the manger ol they still did not let us in . Then we changed the movie to Pandorum. Went into the theatre for 10 mins and dint even understand the movie Pandorum . SO shateesh & kishen went to see if they cud sneak into the Haloween 2 theatre. & they did ! So awhile later, Prem & I went . In the end we ended up watching Haloween 2 . Stupid motherfuckers they are !

After movie trained back home. OKays i gonna go get ready . Going to play bowling at Safra .

Bye !

500 days of summer fucked up .

2009-10-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

1 : 35am ; Thursday

Heyy people ! Im now at prema's house blogging. Super tired. Today woke up, met SHateesh at Dhoby Gaut & went to grand Cathay to watch 500 days of summer. Everyone told us the movie was fucking funny and nice but the movie is super fucktup . Shateesh & I kept toking & playing during the movies. hahaks ! After tht we trained back home.

Then, I went to Deepa's house for deepavali. Got $10 :) Yippe. hahaks ! Then went back home eat and went to play soccer at the street soccer court with Prema, Krishan, Jiraj, Vasanthan, Pavitra & Mane . Super fun ! AFter tht went 848 bought drink & nw im at Prema's plc. Gonna leave soon . IM gonna tok cock with them nw.

Bye!

my 2 years anniversary :)

2009-10-19T21:59:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! Its been a long tym since i blogged. My computer was spoil & i jux got it fixed. Thanks to Zackri . :)

ANyway today is my 2 years anniversary with SHateesh !! Yipee ! Im waiting for hym to finish hys NS checkup then i'll go meet hym. Suppose to folklow hym go for the NS check up but i cudnt wake up. heheks !

& oh ya by the way today is my ROchelle's bday ! She is 19 ! Finally ! hahaks !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY !
& Happy 2 year anniversary to Shateesh baby !
I love you soo much !

Okays, im gonna call SHateesh & see if he is done !

Bye !

boring day

2009-10-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

9:51pm ; Friday

Today is one of the most boring day of my life. Woke up early morning, dyed my hair light golden brown, but the colour turned out to be dark brown. like wat the fuck ! After tht, went to eat at Macs with bro & maid. Saw a nice shorts . liked it & bought it. AFter tht, i've been home the whole fucking day & i've got my fucking ass seated infront of the fucking computer since 11.30am. Im fucking bored .Everyone is soo busy with their stupid fucking stuff. Shateesh is soo busy doing hys deepavali shopping. Im doing mine tml :) Wee !

Okayy, im gonna go edit my blog now.

Wansuay !
I love Shateesh

Exams over !!!

2009-10-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

My exams are finally over !

I dont have to think about books for another 2 or 3 months !

Everyone pls pray tht i mux make it to sec 5.

&&&

Shateesh is back !!

Gonaa kol Shateesh & tok !

Bye !
I love Shateesh :)

Faster cum bk lar !

2009-10-07T00:24:00.001-07:00

These pics were taken 2 weeks ago . Im missing SHateesh soo much .

Hey bloggers ! Today was ok lar. Went to skul early morning. DId exam. Literature paper 1 about curious incident was ok not tht bad. But paper 2- off center was kinda difficult. Hope i can make it to sec 5. Tomorrow is the last day of exam thn i can forget about my books!

Wee ! thn can go deepavali shoppin ady. Shateesh & I gonna wear the same colour this year. Last year coincidently we both wore the same colour(pink). But this year we both plan to wear the same. :)

Shateesh baby cuming back from Baram tml . Cant wait ! I msged hym & he dint reply. Called & he dint pick. He mux be enjoying like crazy . Yipees. & my india trip is postponed to after deepavali whch means i get more tym to spend with SHateesh. yippeee2 . Nandhu & I plan to earn some money during the hols. So we g0na ............. hahahahaks !!

okays ! I gonna catch some rest. I got Sinda later.

Bye !
I miss SHateesh :(

I miss Shateesh !

2009-10-06T03:26:00.000-07:00

These pictures were taken on Sunday after temple .

Heyy people ! I know its been fucking long since i last blogg. I've been super busy with so many thing. Well, im having my N levels now. Today was my Maths ppr 1. Confirm fail. It was fucking difficult. Im gonna make my mum & everyone who believed in me soo sad. Esp my mum & Shateesh. haixx. I dint do about 6 questions which was worth about 20 marks. 20 marks gona jux like tht. tml is Literature paper, on Thrusday is my Maths paper 2. Then yipee N levels would be over ! Cant wait.

Well, today Shateesh baby & Prem left to Batam early in the morning. Im damn sad. Ady missing hym truckloads. I wonder wht is he doing now . Idiot, mux be enjoying hymself. I also cant wait for thursday cux Shateesh is cuming back from batam ! Wee! Thursday my exam wud finish and my baby is cuming bk.

Friday im going INdia :( Got some prayers. Would either come back on Tuesday or eve of deepavali. OMG ! Im gonna miss everyone !

Im craving for burger king ! someone get me a mushroon burger ! hahaks ! okok, i gonna go check wats is the fridge.

Bye !
I miss SHateesh soo much !

Goona miss 4A3

2009-09-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

3 : 17pm ; Monday

Hello people ! Today is the first day of my study leave. I went skul in the morning. Went skul late. class started at 9.30am but I & Naandhu went at 10am. Mdm Aini & Ms CHong told us not to come back to skul anymore. Anw, i dont wanna go also. Cux its not helping me in any way. Im super pissed .

Anw, mummy bought me a new handphone ! 5530. Not many people have it cux it jux came in the markets. hahaks ! im loving it.

Thts exactly how my handphone looks !

Since last friday it was the last day of skul for the sec 4NAs . We ol took a class photo. Im gonna miss my class soo much ! Below are some pics we took .

Well, im gonna go eat now. Bye !
I love Shateesh!

Romantic night with my baby love.

2009-09-20T22:15:00.000-07:00

1 : 15 pm ; Monday !

Hello people. Im bored ! SO decided to blogg ! :)

Nothing much to blog about today cux the day jux started. I was suppose to wake up at 9am and meet baby at 12pm . But becux we came back at onli 4am this morning we cudnt wake up . Now im jux sitting at home, watching film fare on sun tv. Baby has urumee practice so might be meeting hym after hys practice & go bugis. Since there is nothing much to blog about today. I shall blog about what happen last night till tis morning.

Last night left home about 8.30pm, trained to Dhouby Gaut . Went to Grand Cathay, met Shateesh baby & Prem. We watched The ugly truth. Very very funny movie ! Hahaks ! The movie makes all girls aware tht not every guy loves you for who you are. Most guys love you if u can blowjob or have big tits ! hahaks ! Disgusting but funny !

After movie, Prem went back. Baby & I took the last bus to Yishun. Went past tekka . Saw the deepavali lightings. Very nice ! hahaks ! Then, we went to 925 coffeshop, ate Wantan Noodles. Then went to the park behind int. Had a bridge there. We sat there. We were so high. Ok, not very high but it was high lar. Very romantic sial! SOmemore noone around there at all. It was jux me & hym ! Took some pics in Baby's phone. Have no idea when he gonna upload it. Then we went Macs Bought drink. Then we walked to GV. Saw Panjang working. hahaks ! He gave us free drink & petty ol. Then we walked back to the bridge. Slacked for awhile then about 3:45am I cabbed back home & baby walked back home. Came back home bathe ol, toked to baby on the phone & slept.

That was what happened yesterday ! A romantic night with baby ! After soo long we are spending tym together alone ! Just me & hym. Shud start doing tht more often. That was how we celebrated our 1 year 11 months ! Our 2 years is definetely gonna be a blast ! Cant wait !

Bye !
I love Shateesh truckloads !

East COast

2009-09-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! It been a long tym since i last blog. Seems tht there is some funny people tagging in my tag box. hahaks ! Lamers. Fuck off you funny thing. Ur gonna be ignored !

Okays so today woke up at 11 + . Got ready & went East Coast with family. Uncle Naren's bday . Played, Slacked, Bbqed. The damn cake was $140. Gosh ! Jux came bk home from East Coast. Suppose to go Yoges place for her bday. But since its late & baby is still at Sentosaa. Im not going. Maybe later at night meeting baby .

Yesterday! Priya's bday at some club! I only got one word for it - Happening ! Did our dance. Im so proud of all my dance girls. We finally did our dance ! Yipee ! Plannin a outing with my dance girls. WEE !!

Im too lazy to blog ady ! SO bye !

& Today is my 1 year 11 months with Shateesh baby !
I love you baby !

Happy belated birthday to my darlings yoges & Priya !

Happy birthday to Uncle Naren !

Dint go skull .

2009-09-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

12:30pm ; Tuesday

Hello people ! Im blogging after a very long tym. Thats becux I've been super busy with loads of stuffs. I have been rarely home for the past 2 weeks. Either wud be in skul, Dance Practice or with babyboi.

I did 3 of my N level papers last week . Tamil, Social Studies & English ! I've got no words. English was very hard. I really hope i pass. I wanna go sec 5 siak !! My other 4 papers are on the 5,6,7& 8 Oct. While im doing my N levels in Oct, babyboi would be enjoying hymself with Prem in Batam.

Yea, baby is going batam. The tickets are booked. :( SO now, no matter how much i cry & beg hym not to go, he still has to go . The idiot is very excited & happy to go . He is leaving on the 6 Oct & cuming back on the 8 Oct! Soo long sial ! I dont want him to gooo!!

Today baby dint go skul as well. He is sleeping at home like a bloody pig ! I swear we dint plan not to go skul together . Hahaks ! Its jux co-incident! hahaks !

Plans for tonight
- Stay home and rot for awhile
- Meet baby if possible
- Dance Practice at Sembawang in the evening.

Thats all for today ! Gonna go eat now .
Bye !
I love SHateesh doke pundae !

baby home!

2009-09-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hello world ! Im at baby's house using his damn laptop now ! hahaks ! Super cool!

Nothing much to blog about today. Went skul had intensive Tamil. It was a total bore. After skul came baby houx. Going to go church soon.

Bye!
I love Shateesh lar knn !

Insomnia

2009-09-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

4:55pm ; Friday !

Hello world ! I have not been attending skul for the past 2 days. Yesterday I went polyclinic. Met baby there, he oso dint attend skul. Hahaks ! I told doctor I couldnt sleep and always headache. He gave me sleepin pills :) & some stronf head ache medicine. He said I got Insomnia. hahaks ! He said im sufferin from stress. hahaks ! So I was like yea, N level cuming up so stress. But actually I dun even study. hahaks ! Monday is my N level tamil paper. So nervous. Haixx..

I've been rotting at home the whole day. Baby suppose to go jb then now last min went tekka. Im fucking bored ! Gonna go memorise my SS essays now.

Bye !
I miss Shateesh

Boring day .

2009-09-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

4 : 35 pm ; Tuesday

Nothing much to blog about today. today no skul cux its teacher's day ! It has been a very boring day. I've been sitting infront of the com since morning. Nothing to do. Suppose to follow baby go Tanjong Pagar but dint want to cux i thought of staying home and studying. but like no mood to study siak. Shud have followed hym . okayys, i'll blog about what happen yesterday.

31.08.2009

Went to skul. 11:45am teacher's day concert started. Shateesh, Kishen & Prem came to my skul. hahaks ! Then skul ended about 1pm. But my class 4A3 had a surprise party for all the teachers who thought my class. We got all the stuffs ready and waited for all our teachers. Gina made a opening speech. Followed by presenting the gradution certs to the teachers, followed by the cake cutting and photo taking. Mrs Hee said she is gonna miss me & my beautiful smile if i dont make it to sec 5. aww, so sweett~ hahaks ! Im gonna miss all my teachers too. :( Then bussed to Chicken rice shop to meet Shateesh and frenx. In the bus saw Udey & Kalai . Its been effing long since I saw Udey . hahaks ! They went 310. I went chicken rice shop. Met baby and the whole grp. We went Timezone with my skul uniform . Prem & kishen played games. Then Prem wanted to use computer so Shateesh, Kishen, Dharshini & I bussed to Chong Pang . In the bus we found a phone ! Not long later, the phone rang. Baby picked up & told the person tht the phone is with hym and the person cud come to Chong Pang CC to pick the phone up from them. Then waited for the malay couple at Chong Pang CC. Gave them the phone then we went to use computer. After that, relaked at 100+ . Went back to Northpoint Mac. Prem & DHarshini ate . Then we met Haresh . Went to the park behind Int. Smoked. Then send Dharshini off. Haresh was hungry . So we went Mac again. Baby & Haresh ate . Baby bought me waffle. Thanks for the waffle baby! Then about 9:30pm. Everyone Chowed. Baby send me off and chowed too.

I skipped Sinda again yesterday ! hahaks =)

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS !
Bye !
I love Shateesh truckloads!

2009-08-29T07:59:00.000-07:00

11:05pm ; Satuday

Hello people ! Today nothing much to blog about ! Woke up in the morning. Woke SHateesh up but he dint wake up . Frustrated so i cleaned my room :) Now my room is soo clean=)

Then got ready, trained to Novena went church . After Church, met SHateesh baby, Prem, Divan & Teviyan at Tan tock seng hospital. Wanted to visit Elan but they said only 2 person can visit at a tym. But with prem anything is possible. hahaks ! He sneaked us all in. Visited Elan then Prem chowed. So we went walk walk at Novena square. Was very fun. PLayed at ' toys R us ' hahahaks ! Damn fun! Then Shateesh and Divan had to attend a bday party at Tekka . So they also left. I and Teviyan trained back to Yishun.

Thats all about today! Now im gonna sleep !

Bye !
I love SHateesh !
Good nyte !
zzzzzzzzz.

Long day .

2009-08-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

10 : 15 pm ; Friday

Hello world :) This is gonna be a proper post i promise =)Today have been a very very long day. I suppose to go batam but becux of smth i dint . hahahaks ! I dint go skul today. Was too lazy. Nandhu told me i failed my CHem & Lit. Sad sad :( ONly 2 people pass Lit. Saras & Gina . Saras got 55/100. Highest in class. So jux imagine how badly my class has done. its okayy! Lets buck up 4A3 !

Today woke up, bathe and bla bla bla. Went 848 bpught for tinohan bubble tea. Then saw a nice top. SO came back home took money and went back 848 bought that top =) Ate then went to meet Shateesh baby at Khatib MRT. We trained to Novena met Prem there and went to vist Elan at TTSH. Not telling what happen to hym here. Get well soon elan ! Then, we trained to cityhall, walked around. Then trained to Orchard. Prem scolded a guy & SHateesh hit a chinese guy with the handle. hahaks ! Damn funny ! idiots they are ! Walked ard Orchard then Prem did hys air brush tattoo. By this tym it was ady 7:05pm. Mum told me to be back home by 7.30pm so that we cud catch the 8pm ferry. So we quickly rushed back to yishun. Wanted to take cab. But cudnt get a cab at all. It was sooo pack & jam everywhere. SO prem decided tht we take bus then get down somewhere less crowded and take cab. So we jux took bus 171 without knowing where the bus goes. Everywhere was still packed. After 20 mins in the bus i asked the bus driver where the bus wud end up he said Yishun but can only reach yishun at 8.30pm. By this tym it was 7:45pm. Mummy was damn pissed. So becux of that we dint go batam. We end up bussing all the way to yishun. Hahaks ! SHateesh kept disturbing me in the bus. Oh mY ! I tell you ! That idiot can talk & talk & talk non stop. Like chatter box siak ! hahaks ! I love hym soo much ! He likes to put hys dirty fingers in my mouth and ask me to taste it. I dunno why he likes to do that but its dman disgusting . & he'll dig hys nose ol with that dirty fingers ! hahahaks ! Now im back home ! Chatting with Kishen & Nabindra. soo yea you may fuck off now! ;P

Bye !
I love Shateesh !
& IM ady missing hyn though i jux saw hym

peace center

2009-08-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

9:55 pm ; Thursday

Hello world! Today i dint go skul becux of smth happened yesterday . Only SHateesh & I know what happened. hahaks ! Woke up about 10 + . Went to polyclinic at ard 2 pm . Shateesh came polyclinic. Doctor say i got stress ! hahaks ! Then, we trained to AMK hub met Prem . Wanted to watch Final destination but it was M18. Fuck i was soooo saddd. Only SHateesh cud watch. Prem & I was soo sad. Then we dint no what to do . waled to Mac. Saw Bala[Shateesh's fren] .We all went peace center played pool. I dint play cux i dunno how to. So i jux stood there and watched the 3 of them play. After tht Bala left. So the 3 of us went to eat chicken rice. Prem dint eat only I and Shateesh ate. Then we bussed to yishun 400+. Shateesh went to cut hys hair then we chowed back. okok. I need to go wat vizigal. Soo....

Bye !
I love SHateesh truckloads!

Results !

2009-08-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

9:42pm ; Monday .

Today! Went to skul. Got back results. Passed English ! Failed Chem & PHysics . Im not surprised . Told baby. He isnt that happy i guess. After skul suppose to go Afifah's house but dint go cux ol the stuffs was at home. So went to meet baby. Went hys house. Kishen was there. WAtched tv then chowed. Went to meet Ahmad & Panjang at Mac. Lepaked there awhile thn walked to the park behind int. Met Manoj & Sara there. All toked cock ! Damn funny lar ol of them. Then everyone left. Leaving behind Kishen, Shateesh & me. Shateesh & Kishen were toking about birds ! hahahaks ! Shateesh cudnt keep his hands to hymself. He had to put hys dirty hands on my face and all. Guess Kishen got irritated and left.Left wit me & baby ! He kept disturbing me ! OMG ! Damn irritating but i still love hym soo much ! hahaks ! Skipped Sinda :) Baby followed me in the bus dropped me home. Saw mum at 848. Bought food, & now im back home.

Im loving SHateesh more & more each day . The more u go against us. The stronger we get.

Bye !
I love Shateesh !

I love SHateesh !

2009-08-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

12.33pm ; Sunday

Hey people ! I ma suppose to be getting ready to go Bottle tree park ! But i jux decided to blog for awhile ! Well, nothing much to blog about today cux the day has jux started. PLans for today !

- Go bottle tree park.
- Go Mane house . For lunch & got prayers .
- Go Singapore Indian Association . Adrain baby's birthday .
- & get ready for skul tml.

Tomorrow, I'll get my prelims results. Scared Scared.

I told baby about my decision on smth . He dont seem to be agreeing to it. I dont think mummy would agree also.

okayss. Gonna go get ready.

Bye!
I love Shateesh lar doke !

Prelims over !

2009-08-20T04:27:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! Finally my prelims are over. TOday did Chemistry paper in 15 mins and slept all the way. I was damn tired. Then had break and we did Lit paper 2. I dint do 2 questions. 25 marks gone just like that ! I thought no need to do sial. :( haixx! Then after skul bussed to interchange with Saras, Naandhu, Gina & Raudah! They went northpoint to get some stuff. & i bussed to Shateesh's place. Both of us went shop bought smth thn went to hys place. Was at hys place till 4+. Then went to meet Kishen at the park behind Int. Met hym. Then they send me off, ii bussed home. SHateesh & Kishen trained to AMK to meet Prem & DIvan.

Tomorrow i dont have to go skul but because of some stupid problem . I have to go. Daddy is coming down too. Haiyoo. Its jux a small thing i have no idea why these people are blowing the issue up. Gosh !

Anw, Today is my anniversary with Shateesh ! HAPPY 1 YEAR 10 MONTHS BABY ! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH !

Bye !
I love Shateesh DOKE !

Suckers.

2009-08-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

Today, skul as usual. Nothing interesting happened. Today was HIstory & Physics paper. ok lar. I dint study for it at all. Tml is Chemistry & Literature ppr 2 . SOme bastards at skul are irritating the fuck outta my life ! This is my life asshole. I jux cant wait to get out of this skul. People are damn annoying. super super annoying. arghh ! Cb, im soo angry tht i can actually kill that motherfucker ! arghhhhhhh !!!
Im in alot of shit now ! I am not going to elaborate on the shitty things tht happen in my life here. Cux there are some unwanted people who just love to read my posts & start opening their mouths. If i just had a dick, I would shove my dick in their mouth. go find another hobby shitfaces !

Anw, tml is my 1 year 10 months with baby SHateesh ! wee ! I love you idiot ! your the best !

haixx. Im damn bored. Stupid friendster is under maintenace. Super bored.

Baby is at hougang gym building up his body ! hahahahaks ! I love the way he is !

Gonna go eat !
Bye !
I love Shateesh doke

Prelims

2009-08-15T04:23:00.000-07:00

Heyy people ! I havent been bloggin for awhile ady as I've been very packed with loads of stuffs ! I am doing my prelims now. Did my English paper on Thursday & Tamil paper on friday . okayss. I wont be blogging much, will only blog after my N level and everytym i get a tym to.

Okay today, Woke up early at 9am woke SHateesh up. He suppose to follow me for 11am mass. He cudnt wake up & I was very tired too . So told hym to go 2pm mass. Kika followed me. Walked to Khatib and suppose to meet Shateesh at yishun MRT but i totally forgot and I jux took the train going towards Marina . otw Kika told me tht we were suppose to meet SHateesh at Yishun & I was like " oh fuck ! " hahaks ! Then we trained back to Yishun met SHateesh & trained to Novena. Went CHurch then went to eat at Novena square. Saw some yoyo competion . Then we trained back to Khatib. Lepaked at Khatib forawhille then sent SHateesh to in the bus and he went to the urumee prayers. Missing hym soo much ady.

I am back home now. watching " something something". My favourite movie !

okayss, gonna watch the movie now.
Bye !
I love SHateesh doke !

Girls, Why cant u gals get it into ur thick skull that he is fucking attach to me ! So fuck off lar chibai. So itchy uh ! knn !arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

The Hangover !

2009-08-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

2 : 25 pm ; Monday .

Hell0 people ! IM soo fucking tired but I cant sleep ! My house like zoo. So many Children. My cuxins ol came over today . I only came back home at 4am this morning and woke up at 12pm. arghh ! Gonna blog about yesterday/ this morning .

After my last post went off to meet Shateesh under hys block then we walked to yishun MRT . We trained to Orchard and baby made me walk from Orchard all the way to Dhoby Gaut ! Its far ok ! Went to Dhoby Gaut and trained to City hall. Met Prem. Then we trained to Marina Bay. Suppose to meet Pritha, Angalam & K boy. But we had no idea where were they and further more we waited soo long for them at Marina MRT. While waiting for them the fireworks started & ended. It was fucking nice ! We saw it from Marina MRT . f we were there at the parade it would have been nicer. Soo sad. haixx. But its okayy. At least I got to see it from far. Pritha, Angalam & K Boy dint even get to see it. hahaks ! THen after that from there we walked back to Orchard. Got lost halfway & ol but finally made our way . Then Prem wanted to eat LJS. SO we went there , he ate. Shateesh & I wanted to eat at food court. So we walked to ion Orchard ate at the food court. Then walked to Cathay . Booked the 1.25am show for the hangover. By this tym, it was only 11pm. we had 2 hours 25 mins to burn. So we jux sat ard there, talked cock. Then Prem wanted to play arcade. SO he played racing . Then they wanted to drink so went to check the price at two 7-11s but dint buy anything in the end. Then walked back to Cathay, slacked and by the tym it was 11.25. BOught pop corn and drinks ol then went in the cinema.

Hangover is a fuckin nice & funny movie ! Its my first NC16 movie ! hahaks ! Happening sial ! Everyone should watch it ! oops, not everyone! Those who are 16 and above ! hahaks !

Bye !
I love SHateesh fucking whore !

Happy Birthday Singapore !

2009-08-09T01:42:00.001-07:00

5 : 18 pm ; Sunday

Hello people ! Its Singapore's birthday ! Weee ! ANw, im so bored waiting at home for Shateesh to get ready so decided to blog about yesterday dance Arena !

Yesterday, Deeviya came to my place about 4.30. I got ready & we bussed to Yishun Int. Saw Surain, Prashan & Anand there. Toked thn we walked to Yishun MRT. Waited for Shateesh & group. Then Panjang was with thm but he dint follow us to DA cux he had work. So he chowed. Them we Took the train. Met Prem in the train. Then trained to Clementi. After that, saw Surain again at Clementi MRT . Then, we dint know how to go from there. Manoj made us walk kinda far. Then we reached the interchange waited for bus 96. Bused to NUS. & we were lost there again ! By this tym, Bella all was getting very tensed cux their ticket was with us ! hahaks ! SOrry Bella. Asked around and finally made our way there. Since we were a big group there were no place for us. So we had to sit ryte infront ! Which was indeed a good thing ! The best view. hahaks ! Then, we kept going in & out of the hall . The only group which i really liked was PRETTY BOYS ! They danced soo well & they got consolation prize . So sad. Deeviya sat beside me & Shobana sat behind me They kept screaming for all the dance groups. Damn annoying. Shateesh & Vengatesh was damn pissed with them. hahaks ! After the show, saw all my frenx toked to them . While Shateesh went to settle some problem with some MF. Then after tht, we all took 3 taxis and cabbed back to Yishun . All met at Macs. Sat there, lepaked. Then, at ard 1.30am I chowed back in taxi.
Oh ya, anw the winner for Dance Arena was Chakraz.

Todayy, I've been rotting at home. Now waiting for SHateesh to get ready ! Then, going to go Marina to see fire works with baby, Prem, Kishen, Pritha & K boy.

Ok bye !
I love Shateesh slut !
Even after knowing we are together you still want hym to be urs ?
Fuck you doke ! So itchy ? Come to me !
I'll take rock and scratch for you !
hahaks !
BITCH !

National day celebrations !

2009-08-06T22:50:00.000-07:00

2:12pm ; Friday

Hell0 people ! Sorry I've not blgged for kinda long. Have been damn busy & mum also dont let me use the computer. She plucked out the mouse from the computer & hid it. SO tht i cant use the computer. Idiot she is ! I've not been in good terms with mummy since last week. We've ben argueing abt the slightest issue ever.

ANw, today skul ended at 10am. Had National Day Celebration. Damn fucktup. hahaks ! After tht, koled baby he dint pick up. He was sleeping so dint meet hym. Slacked awhile at skul. Then went Northpoint singtel shop and asked about N97. $783! arghh ! Then chowed back home.

Shateesh has a brand new phone ! 5370! Its damn style ! Then he got a brand new laptop ! Now he got a air corn in hys room! All one shot ! Jealous ! arghh ! nvm, I'll get a phone better than hys :) hahaks !

Tml, going Dance Arena with baby ! wee ! Cant wait ! Im soo excited ! I'll blog about it in the next post. Lazy to blog liaoo. Soo....

Bye !
I love Shateesh whore !

bugis .

2009-08-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

9 pm ; Saturday

TOday is the best day of my life ! Woke up at about 8.30am. Saw the tym thn sleep back. Again woke up at 9.05am . Sleep again thn woke up at 10am. Woke Shateesh up. He kept saying 10 mins tym he'll wake up but his 10 mins was like 1 hour ! He woke up got ready by the tym i was all ready ! suppose to go Macs for breakfast but baby woke up late. So, I left home trained to yishun . Waited for hym at yishun MRT. He came thn we trained to Novena. Went Church. Finally baby followed me to Church! Then after Church we bussed to bugis ! Send my bag for repair. We walk & walk & walk. Baby bought a shirt ! Then hungry ! Baby & I went to eat Chicken rice. So while eating the chicken rice I took the chilli and mixed it with the rice and ate it ! I cudnt take it ! I started crying ! Shateesh panicked and quickly bought drink. The chilli was fucking spicy !!! Btu for SHateesh it was sweet ! OMG ! Then after eat ! baby went to smoke. We saw hys fren. Hys fren asked hym for cigg and baby gave . Then I saw this indian guy in his early 30s l00king at us for a long tym. Then he walked towards us. He said hys from HSA . Then he asked Shateesh and hys fren for IC. Luckily baby is 18 and it is Singapore pack ! But hys stupid fren was jux 17. He took the cigg, put it in a bag and asked hys fren to write hys particulars. The guy asked me if i had cigg & I said no & he still checked my bag. Stupid fucker ! Then, he asked me for IC ! I scared ady ! Then the fren wrote woodlands add but hougang postal code. If he wrote anything wrongly or lied. I & SHateesh wud get into trouble. He kept saying he forget hys address and ol kind of lame reason. I was damn pissed. In the end, the guy jux gave me back my IC and said if its wrong thn we'll get into trouble. Then, he left. I brought Shateesh and walked away . Went to collect my bag and we chowed back home. Baby kept toking & toking & toking alll the way ! Then suppose to meet Kika at yishun but the fucker was at Rosman house. She dint cum. I & baby relaked together at the park behind interchange. He kept messing up my hair. & i messed hys up. We were playing and ol. Then baby had to chow at about 7.30pm so we walked to the busstop. Baby asked me to miss the first bus and take the next one. The next one oso came and left. Baby dint let me take the bus. I missed about 7 bus. hahaks ! Now im finally at home. Baby's daddy is celebrating hys birthday today, SO HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BATUMALAI ! HAHAKS !

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BATUMALAI !
Future Father-In-Law ?
hahaks !
Bye !
I love Shateesh Doke

Sembawang beach.

2009-07-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

3 : 06pm ; Friday .

Hell0 people ! I dint blog for a long long tym cux I've been meeting baby everyday after after skul and even skipping SInda jux to be with hym. Being with hym makes me happy. =) Anw, today ! Skul was boring as usual ! Social STudies had test, I copied. GOt full marks. hahaks ! Then physics toked cock with Naandhini. Then Tamil Lingam as usual kept scolding me. Everytym i go hys class feel like singing ! Then i sing he scolds me. l0l. Thn Renu told smth he got really mad at her point hys finger at her nose and he went really close to her. I tot he was trying to kiss her. She kept going behind. Thn his finger went down and I tot it was going to touch her breast ! hahaks ! ok thn recess. Then Lit, Was doing unseen poem halfway dozed off. Then Maths got back test paper. 27 upon 80. hahahaks ! SO i did the corrections for it. THn CHemistry. Boring ! After skul, I & Naandhu chowed back home. Later meeting her & going Sembawang beach . TODAY IS MY ORD !! WEE ! Suppose to go VIvo with baby but cant cux of the ORD. But its okayys. Tml going Bugis with baby !

Im loving my life & the ones in it !

Bye !
I love Shateesh doke!

Im enjoying life to the fullest !

2009-07-27T20:57:00.000-07:00

11 : 58 pm ; Tuesday .

I dint go skul today !! COuldnt wake up. Last nyte was telling SHateesh dint feel like going and he said " Idiot, u better go skul . Ur making me feel like not going skul also. But I have to go" So i was like okok im going. TOday woke up bout 9+. msged hym tht i dint go skul. & he replied. "mee too" That pig oso never go skul!! hahaks ! But he is going for the 1.30 class. hahahaks ! then at 5.30pm till 9.30pm he got work:( So cant meet hym today. *sadface* Nowadays, dunno why my baby soo hardworking ! hahaks !

Then came out of my room. Went in mummy's room and Tinohan & Maid was there. Maid is not feeling well. SO I brought Tinohan to eat Macs. Omg ! He is uper hard to handle. He keeps running around here & there. I can go crazy siak ! Then walked back home. Now blogging .

Im enjoying my life to the fullest now. I've got everything I need in life. A perfect family and special people like SHateesh, Saras, Nandhu & l0ads more who makes my life soo fun like the way it is now. :)

The only stress now is my 'N' level. Fuck ! I dont think I can make it. I havent even started on anything. & my 'N's are jux like 2 weeks away. How am I going to revise everything in 2 weeks from the scratch ? Im gonna make my mum very disappointed if I fail. Not only my mum . Alot of other people too. All my relatives are such irritating people. Just because their son and daughter do super well in their studies . They show off ! They are definetely gonna ask my mum " How did your daughter do in her 'N's ? Wats her results ?" How fucktup would it be for my mum to say ouh she dint do well. They are all jux waiting for smth like that to happen to laugh at us. Wat kind of relatives I have ? I dont want that to hapen. My mum has worked very hard to pay my 'N' level fees. I dont wanna break her heart ! & shatter her dreams.!
Someone help me ! Teach me Maths & History !!! From the scratch ! :(

okayys Bubye !
I love SHateesh !

The haunting

2009-07-27T07:42:00.000-07:00

10 : 45 pm ; Monday .

Today ! SKul was boring . Met Saras at Interchange. Saw thunder there. Toked to hym for awhile then left to skul . Skul BORING !! After skul straight went to AMK Macs met SHateesh & Kishen. Went Cathay met Prem there bought ticket for The Haunted . We bought ticket for Divya but she was still at home at 3.25. & the movie started at 3.25pm. So we all jux went in first. The movie started . It was nice nor was it scary. It was more Shocking. I kept Shouting and jerking. SHateesh kept Jerking. hahaks ! Damn funny ! Then when the movie gonna end, Divya came. hahaks ! Kishen went out to fetch her. Then after movie, Kishen & Divya chowed. Prem, Shateesh & I trained to woodlands thn bussed to Old marsiling. Shateesh & Prem bought a shirt and Prem bought Jack Daniel bukkle. Super cool ! Then bussed back to woodlands Int & trained to yishun. Send Prem off . Then SHateesh & I went to hys favourite chicken rice shop bought packet chicken rice and we headed to hys place. Relaked there till 10pm. I dint let Shateesh watch 17 Again ! Kept disturbing hym. hahaks ! Damn fun ! Anw, im gonna go call Shateesh & Sleep.

Good nyte !
Bye!
I love Shateesh !

Old marsiling.

2009-07-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

9 : 38 pm ; Sunday

Hell0 people ! Mummy & Rockey left to Bangkok this morning !!!! So, imma free bird till tuesday. wee !! Anw, today woke up about 8+ Because of mummy calling me to tell tht she is in the plane . Hahaks ! After she kol i couldnt sleep ! Kept tossing & turning untill Aunty Wendy oso woke up. Then disturbed her . After tht daddy oso woke up ! SO all 3 of us woke up and went to the market to eat breakfast . After breakfast, went back home got ready & went Bukit Merah to print out my bday pics. & repair china hp. The guy said smth wrng with my battery, went bqack TB took aunty Wendy Battery still cant on ! Stupid fella. Then cabbed to Yishun to meet Kika. Saw Jasmin & Suba at Macs . Talked thn walked to INterchange and waited for Kika.I msged her tht im in yishun and leave the house wen i was still at TB. But she was still late. Idiot she is. Then went to GV. To see if there is any nyce movie to watch ! All the movies were either too late, NC 16 [ I can go , kika cant ] or HARRY POTTER ! I hate harry potter & im not gonna waste my fucking money to watch tht stupid movie ! So we decided to go woodlands to see if there is any movie there. Otw there, SHateesh koled and told me not to go for movie cux he wants to go watch movie tml . So, I and Kika went woodlands but dint watch movie. Ate at Macs thn walk walk. Then got bored and decided to train back to yishun. Tokk train, in the train we decided to go Old marsiling . So we got down at Admiralty and bussed to Old marsiling. Went there, Bought camera bag , ear studs . Was finding for Shateesh a shirt but dint know what kind he likes. SO Kika & I decided to bring hym there & buy. Then after tht bussed to woodland Interchange & trained to yishun . Bought bubble tea and lepaked at the park behind interchange . Talked cock then chowed about 7.30pm. Now msging my baby Shateesh ! He is at JB. arghh !

FASTER COME BACK BABY !
bye!
I love shateesh !

2009-07-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

When u love someone let them know. You never know what is going to happen next. *touchwood* Anything can happen to anyone . I dont wanna sit down & cry thinking that i should have told you how much u meant to me when you were with me. I was watching a tamil movie . Have no idea movie's name & there is no particular actor. Its based on a true story. So to the people who mean soo much to me .

Mummy : Mum, first i wanna say thanks alot for everything u've done for me ! We've had soo many fights and arguements . Though we are staying under the same roof we've been through days and weeks without toking to each other. Even now, we are not really talking due to some problems. But i jux wanna say im very sorry for everything mummy . You are the best mum any daughter can ever ask for. You've done alot for me. You've bought me everything I asked for. I still remember when i was in Secondary 2. The last $4 u had in your purse u gave it to me. I jux took it without even thinking how u wud be. Im sorry for everything mummy ! I love you !

Daddy : THough I only see you once a week or sometyms even onve a month . You never fail to put a smile on my face everytym we tok over the fone. Not even once in my whole 16 years have you ever shouted and even beat me ! I've done the most stupidest thing & all you said was " Darling dont do that again ok " & u'll act as if nothing ever happened. You respected all my decisions. You would never say a word no matter what i did. Other father who has a boyfriend at the age of 16 would be very afraid to tell their parents. But for me I can tell u everything . I can even tell you that I have a boyfriend. No father would sit down with hys daughter's boyfriend. Talk stories and drink ! But you did ! Daddy I am really lucky to have a father like you. THank you for everything ! I love you .

Shateesh : I dont talk to my mum everyday . I dont see my dad or talk to hym everyday. The only person I share my probs and happiness with is SHateesh . He is the only one who could make my tears disapper & make a smile appear on my face! I can tell hym and talk hym about ANYTHING in the world & he would jux sit down & listen to me even if its for the whole day. We've had loads of probs but now we are back together and Im never gonna let hym go anymore. I really need hym jux as much as i need my parents in my life. He is the best boyfriend any girl can ever dream for. & I've got hym. He is not the same from the other typical indian guys. He is jux the type of guy I love & need in my life. He is always the reason for my smile. Baby, I rather fight with you then be with someone else. I dont think i can be much happier with someone else. Your smile makes me happy. I love you baby ! You will never be replaced ! Thanks for everything. I love you !

Saras : Everytym when i do a crime . This bitch of mine will be ryte beside me. I've got loads of friends outside skul & even in skul . But I can never find another bestfriend like you. U've played a very important role in my life. When I had problems with mum & even Shateesh . You would be there listening to me. Making me laugh when i dont even feel like smiling. JUst like other bestfriends we've had little arguements over stupid stuffs but one way or another we would still get back together. We would act like total retard in public. & we laugh at our own actions. my cumsy lil bimbo. I love her loads! THanks for everything you've done for me !

What else does a girl my age need ? The best parent in the woorld ! The most amazing and coolest boyfriend ! & a silly bimbo crazy bestfriend !These are the people which make my life speacial. I love all of them truckloads !

This is jux a random post after watching the movie.

Tamil oral .

2009-07-24T02:25:00.000-07:00

5 :26 pm ; Friday

Today went skul late again !! Went skul saw Saras, Sheena, Razena & Saranya . They were also late ! hahaks ! Then first period CH. Had social Studies test. Had to do Essay so I copied the Essay book . Naandhini copied Sheena & got caught by Ms Kaur ! hahahaks ! STUPIG GIRL ! Then after tht Physics was toking to Saras ol the way . Then Tamil, Mr Lingam cursed me saying i'll fail my N level ! So bad sial. Then Recess! After recess, Literature . Ms Chong was tokin abt wat happen wen she was in skul ol . 1 period passed by jux like tht. Then maths, boring as usual . Then Chemistry halway the indian students had to leave . Had to go Northland sec to take tamil oral. Went there , had to go in one room and wait so I waited . Then it was my turn . I was fuckin scared . The invigilator came in the room and called my name. & asshole he pronounced it wrongly. SO he checked by i/c & everything and set the alarm for 5 mins and gave me the passage. The passage was damn difficult. The words were like tounge twisters. OMG ! It was about books and ol. 5 mons was up, went in the room. The other 2 invigilators was inside. Went in greeted them, sat down and they told me to read. SO i read. Made alot of mistakes :( Then conversation was about library. I finished the whole converation with jux one sentence. 1 fucking short sentence. haixx. Then they kept asking me questions i answer all one sentence. Then they said i could go. Confirm fail siak ! I was damn scared ! haiyoo ! THen saw pritha & Naandhini downstairs . Was telling them wat happen & waited for Saras. then koled SHateesh & told hym. He kept saying it was damn easy cud have done better ! haixx. Saras came down bussed to interchange. At Interchange saw Ahmad. Went to tok to hym . THn he tok alot of cock story thn Lawrence came. They dropped me at 811 busstop thn i bussed home. They left. Now im home !

Tml, going daddy's place ! wee !

Bye !
I love Shateesh lar !
He is all mine now bitch!

Obsessed !

2009-07-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday skul ended early. Cux of O level MTL listening Compre. SO 12.50 skul ended went to meet baby Shateesh under hys block. Shateesh told me tht his mother was cumin down so dun let hys mother see me. But then wen i dropped off the bus hys mother was jux standing ryte infront of me. No way to escape ! She saw me ! Then i jux walked away ! Dint know wat to do. Then Shateesh came down . We walked to MRT STation. Met Prem, then met Kishen at last cabin. Trained to woodlands. Went Causeway met Vengatesh, hys girl & 2 other girls. Went to watch obsessed ! A fucking nyce movie ! I encourage everyone to watch tht movie ! Its a fucking good movie ! We Lepaked then chowed.

Nabil got canning :(

2009-07-23T01:40:00.000-07:00

4 : 41 pm ; Thursday

Hello people ! Today I was late for skul. Then first period physics. Was toking to naandhini . Then Mr Leong & Capt May came to my class. Asked Nabil to step out and gave hym 1 stroke. I soo sadd ! But Nabil still cud laugh ! hahaks ! stupid boy. Im not telling why he got canning here. It was hys fault either. Some lifeless bastards with no balls had to create such a scene at skul. =( Cheer up Nabil ! THen after tht Tamil, Mr Lingam kept scolding me . Then CH. Izzatur & Mizwan was such a pain in the ass ! hahaks ! Then Maths . haiyoo. no words lar. boring . THen English . By this tym i was super sleepy. & cant wait for skul to end. Then after skul jux relak for awhile then chowed back home. & noow im home.

Anw people , Im back with Shateesh ! His all mine & im all hys ! We dont need another guy or a girl to cum inbetween our relationship again ! Im never gonna let hym go this tym. TO the people who are waiting for us to break ! My middle finger to all of you. I know a whole group of lifeless bastards who are waiting for us to break ! Suck cock lar chibai ! I love hym & he loves me ! End of story !

Bye !
I LOVE SHATEESH!

bday pics !

2009-07-21T03:47:00.000-07:00

* Jeniffer & ME ! *

*Alvinaa Syng & me ! *

* Jasmin baby & me *

Too lazy to upload the rest !

New trophy on my shelf :)

2009-07-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

6 : 39 pm ; Tuesday !

Today woke up late but still went to skul on tym. 1st period was maths. Tried to concentrate but couldnt . Got scolding from Mdm Lee for playing during lesson. Then next period CH. Teacher came but she was too tired to teach so we did our own things and half the class were not in class. Then Tamil, Mr Lingam got soo pissed with Saras. & Gopal kept toking about SHakila. hahaks ! The indian pornstar. Mr Lingam kept asking who is Shakila? hahaks ! Then Recess. THen, English ! Had to do health checkup . SO went to the music room. The nurse told me my eyesight very bad. I know bitch ! hahaks ! Then Naandhini & I had to chow at 12.20pm cux we had prefect Investiture. l0ls. So went for prefects Investiture ! & im stepping down from prefect ! Wee ! Its been fucktup being a prefect . THen after tht, Naandhini had to go detention so I & Saras went bubble tea shop bought drink & rum ball. Then went back Skul for ics. Got trophy for the syf . After soo long. hahaks ! Then Daniel kept disturbing me. Idiot ! & we went back home. So now im at home rotting.
Bye !
I love & miss Shateesh !
muakx !

Bye bye Nokia 5800

2009-07-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

MY FUCKING NEW NOKAI 5800 IS GONE ! SO PEOPLE YOU CANT CONTACT ME ! WILL MSG EVERYONE ONCE I GET A NEW PHONE !

N level Oral

2009-07-20T01:17:00.000-07:00

4 : 17 ; Monday

Hello people ! Its been 5 days since I last blog. I've been very busy ! So yea, today went to skul as per normal. Today was kinda boring . I was dimissed at 1.30 pm becux i had N level oral. Went to hall. I was the 2nd person. 1st was Nandhu. The picture was disabled children playing basketball. So i went like " This picture depicts a scene at a basketball court. " Both the invigilators l00ked at each other and stareted laughin. I was like wtf ! It really made me more nervous and I cocked up the whole picture discussion & Conversation ! Cheebye lar ! After tht, waited for Saras & we left home. Later will be going SInda.

GOnna blog about wat happen on Saturday & SUnday !

Saturday ; 18 July . My bday !

Was at the Chalet. THen the DJs & the host came. Played alot of nyce song. Then alot of ppl came. Saras, Naandhini , Sheena , Renu , Banu & Dinesh came :) THey stayed till 10 + . Then as usual Saras bf started shouting so she had to chow. So the whole group had to chow. But before they chow. The host said tht Banu had to dance with me before leaving. hahaks ! So yea, we danced. THen, 10 mins later, Shateesh koled and said they were ol lost. So daddy told thm to take taxi & he'll pay. So 3 taxis came & daddy paid for all 3 taxis. haixx. So in the 3 taxis people in there. Jasmin, Alvina, Daniel, Jeniffer, 2 unknown girls ( Kishen's frenx ) , Subashini, Kishen, Shateesh, Panjang, Ooru Shiva (Vengatesh) , Manoj, Leon, Divan, Prem & Ahmad ! SO ol of them came. Ate & started dancing. From 11pm we started dancing then 12.30am Subashini had to chow. SO she went back Then all started dancing again. So we dance & they made a circle and Shateesh & I had to dance together . Damn Pisae. SO yea we danced. The guys were shouting Shateesh's name and the girls were shouting my name ! WTH? hahaks ! 1am Jasmin, Alvina, Jennifer & Daniel had to leave. SO left me & the girls. I still continued dancing with the guys. Hahaks ! Damn funnn !! Djs and hosting suppose to end at 12.30am but becux of the boys they said they wanted to dance so we extended it till 2.15am. Till 2.15am we were still dancing and they said they wanted to close. SHateesh ol went to ask if till 3am can. But Host said cant. So dissappointed, went to drink ! Almost everyone drunk except Shateesh, Divan & Prem. 1st tym seeing Kishen drink ! hahaks ! By this tym Ooru Shiva & Panjang flat liaoo. THen, the rest of the guys played soccer. & Manoj every now & then hungry so everytym put for hym food. So I jux sat there with Prema & pavi watch the guys play soccer. THen kika went missing with Divan. 20 mins later they came back. Then kika went missing with ahmad 30 mins later they came back ! Then had some problem till Ahmad's phone screen crack ! hahaks ! He is really sad. New phone sial ! That was went I found out my phone missing . Then find everywhere couldnt find. So yea people my phone is gone :( Nokia 5800 bye bye ! THen after that went to sit down and tok cock! Ahmad & kika went missing again ! FOr another 45 mins ! Wtf ! THen 6am Prem koled for taxi and Prem & Kishen left. Before they left we were ol finding for Kika & Ahmad. SAw then And everyone was pissed with thm. Then Prem & kishen left . Then the rest of us slet outside the chalet becux all my aunties and ol were sleeping outside. So all of us slept at 7+ and woke up at 9+. The only person who dint sleep was Manoj. hahaks ! Then, everyone was hungry . So put for them food. Then we booked out at 10am sharp. Had l0rry. SO all of us went in the lorry. Droped the guys at yishun MRT and me and my cuxies at my house. After tt, went to open my presents ! & i love Shateesh present the most DKNY perfume ! Fuck ! I always wanted it ! Its soo expensive ! Thanks alot babe ! Then hungry, Mummy brought all of us to Macs to eat. Celebrated Ashwini's bday there. AT macs saw the guys again ! hahaks ! Stoopid boys ! Anyway thanks everyone for coming and making my bday a memorable one ! I love all of you. Jasmin, Alvinaa , Shateesh, Panjang , Manoj, Ooru SHiva , Prem & Everyone ! Thanks a million !

Pics will be uploaded soon! :)

GOing to eat now .

Bye !
I love Shateesh !
:D

Boring day !

2009-07-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

3 : 42pm ; Wednesday

Today, a very boring day ! Nothing intresting happened in skul. 1st period PE . We did nothing cux it was raining. So Sheena, Renu & I were bitching about her armpit hair. hahaks ! Go shave lar doke ! THen English, Mrs Hee kept toking about Oral. Andy ol had hys 'N' Level oral today ! Good luck ! Mine is on 20 July. Then Recess was disturbing Yoges ol the way. After recess SS,got back results for SS Test & I passed ! Last minute study oso can pass. Others study oso cant pass . hahaks ! Then Chemistry I wanted to study but Saras came and tok to me and was toking to her tym flied and Chemistry was over. Then Maths, Mrs Ambika gave out test paper to do. I opened the paper dint even know how to do the first question. Somemore no Calculator. So gave up. Then skul ended and Mrs Ambika said " Those who wanna do . Stay those who not interested get out ! " So i started packing my bag and ol expecting Saras & nandhu to do the same. But they were actually sitting down and doing the paper. They like no how to do everything. Haixx. So i jux left leaving them behind. Then SHeena & Gayathri send me to busstop and I bussed home. Now going to bus back to skul for sinda. Actually Sinda onli at 7pm. But gna meet Sheena go skul & " Study" ahems ahem .

Shateesh is sick again! Get well soon baby ! I love you . =]

Bye !
I love you Shateesh !

Birthday dress

2009-07-11T20:36:00.007-07:00

11 : 35 pm ; Sunday

Hello people ! Im bored ! SO decided to blog ! Today I'll be jux sitting and rotting at home. So nothing much to blog today . & furthermore the day has jux started . Shateesh kukubired is still sleeping like a pigg !!

Yesterday !! Woke up early went Temple . Prayed thn went to meet Shateesh. Was toking to hym on the phone and was walking to the 700+ busstop. Then wen i going to reach the busstop he asked me to buy Redbull. I told hym under hys block the shop wud be open i'll buy there. He said it wun be open. SO i walked all the way to Khatib MRT to buy redbull at 7-11. I got a heart attack. 1 can redbull $ 2. 30 !! what the fuck! He told me to put back and go shop and save. But i was too lazy to go shop and save so jux bought it at 7-11. Then walked back to the busstop. & bused to shateesh's place. Waited for hym then we were suppose to eat at Mac. But while walking to Mac he said he dint feel like eating Mac so we ate at a nearby coffeeshop. We ate Chicken rice. Talked cock ! Then went polyclinic. We WALKED to polyclinic from hys place. Damn far sial !! Then reached polyclinic, he had to see doctor to get MC. The lady at the registrationg office kept nagging at Shateesh cux he forgot to bring his Birth Certificate despite several warnings.. hahaks ! Then went up to see doctor . Had to wait for soo long. Then he kept toking & toking. haiyoo. Then he felt sleepy and slept there. His number came and I woke hym up. He panicked. He like so blur. hahaks ! AFter seeing doctor went pharmacy collect medicine and pay all. Then sat at a playground beside the polyclinic and talked cock again ! Then went under blk 609 and talked cock AGAIN ! all the way he kept toking . He kept telling me all hys stupid stories. But interesting to hear. Hahaks ! Then walked to the busstop waited for my bus then i bussed back home then he oso left. Went home met mummy under block. Drived to Far East with Pavi, Prema & Krishan. Walked around there for 2 hours plus. The finally saw a shop with lots of nice dresses. I bought my dress there !! Its fucking expensive !! but worth it. Mummy bought for pavi and Prema a dress too. Must go back Far East on Friday to collect the dress. Wee ! Cant wait ! Then ate at Far East ! The food sucked big tym. THen drove back to Pavi house. Was there till 9+. Talking cock story and was practicing our dance for Priya's bday ! We are dancing for the song Maiya Maiya from the movie Guru. I've never heard tha song in my life before. hahaks ! But the steps were kinda nice though ! Hopefully I dont forget the steps on the actual day. heheks ! Then drove back home. Was a long day yesterday ! Wee ! Im turning 16 ! Can watch NC 16 movie liaoo ! Now im gonna go down to meet mummy !

Bye !
Shateesh faster wake up lar!
Sleep like pig oni.
I love Shateesh !
=]

Skul was funn .

2009-07-10T03:07:00.000-07:00

6 : 10pm ; Friday .

Today I went skul. It was super fun. Reached skul at 7 am. Saw Renu, was so tired and wanted to go sit at canteen. The idiot dint let me sit and pulled me up to class. Noone was at class and the door was lock. Then her classroom was open so she went in and I had to stand outside all alone cux my class wasnt open. Then fewmins later. Raudah opened the door. So went in. Saras came super late. The first period SS. Dint know had test. then quickly ask Sheena to lend me her book thn did last minute studing. DId the test and could finish the essay. Tink wud fail. If fail mux stay back siak ! The after tht was Physics. So slack ! Everyone was doing their own thing. hahaks ! then was tamil. So noisy lar my tamil class. Everyone kept shouting . hahaks ! But damn fun ! THen, Recess !! ate & msged Shateesh. He went skul ! whoo hoo ! Then Literature. DInt do Literature homework then Ms Chong asked us all to stay back and hand it hmwk thn go bfore 3pm. So yea, Literature did our own thing. Then Maths dint bring the worksheet. So did my own thing. Chemistry was sleeping. l0ls. Then after skul stayed back and did Literature. thn 3pm liaoo but still havent finish. Then Saras all lazy to do oso. So we jux chowed home. Then Saras went to meet Vind. Then had this crazy chinese lady who asked me to help her check her phone if got miss call. thn she kept tokin & tokin & i kept scolding her in tamil . lols. Then Saw Jasmin, Nimalan, Jeniffer & Alvina at interchange. Saw another 2 assholes too. hahaks !

During maths lesson, I put my hand on Naandhini's chest and said " If you were jux Shateesh. I would rape you. " hahahaks ! I have no idea why i said that out of a sudden. l0ls.

So now im home, Shateesh is at work :) Soo hardworking . Work will only finish at 7m. So waiting for hym to finsh work & msg me. Later will be going for Dance Practice liaoo. tired. & tml buying bday dress ady ! wee ! Cant wait !
ITS BLACK & SEXY BAYBEE!!!

Gonna go eat now .
Bye !
I love Shateesh poramboku !
:D

sugar baby !

2009-07-08T22:16:00.001-07:00

1 : 16 pm ; Thursday .

Heyys people sorry dint blog for a few days cux I've been coming back home late from skul & have been very busy with alot of stuffs. Today I dint go skul. Slept late. Was msging Shateesh ol the way till about 2+ then slept. COuldnt wake up in the morning so dint go skul. Woke up & mummy shouted cux i dint go skul . Ignored then watched 'Im a celebrity . Get me out of here. ' Damn cool. & now im blogging. Shateesh dint go skul today also. Bldy pig ! He is at work now. BABY I LOVE YOU KUKUBIRD ! hahaks !ok people my head is spinning round & round ! Gonna catch some sleep now.

Baby, faster finish work & msg me !!!

Bye !
Wee ! Im in love with a kukubird !
Shateeshhhh !

Stomach crams !!!

2009-07-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

3 pm ; Monday

Today i've got no mood to blog. I slept only at 4am last nyte. Was msging Shateesh all the way. Miss hym siak. Woke up 11+ noone was home. Bathe and ol. & used com. Since about 1.30pm i've been using computer. Im too lazy to get my ass off the chair and go anywhere else. Im having fucking stomach crams & it hurts soo badly. Wanted to go out meet Kika. But couldnt cux my stomach hurtsss !!!!!!!! Im too tired and lazy to do anything. Thats all for today. Im gonna msg Shateesh and sleep.

Bye !
I love Shateesh truckloads!

Oh slut ! You suck !

2009-07-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

4 : 55pm ; Sunday

TOday! Woke up at 10+ and noone was home then went to bathe and all byt he tym I changed they came back home. Then mummy brought Tinohan & me to 799 to eat breakfast. We ate breakfast at 12pm. l0ls. Then Picked up maid & Pavi and went sembawang shopping center. We were in Giant itself for 1&half hours. Damn annoying ! Mummy kept buying everything she sees. I was super tired. Then went around sembawang looking wat to buy for Naandhini. Couldnt find anything. Then went to aunty SHanti's house. Everyone gambled & i ate my lunch there. Then Saras msged me saying sh reached home so i quickly left the place and walked back home. Im suppose to get ready. Meeting Saras at INterchange & heading to Nandhu's crib. l0ls. So i'll blog about today in tomorrow's post.

Suck cock slut !

Bye !

I miss Shateesh

Oh ya, Shateesh is cuming back today ! Yipee !

Shateesh left to jb liaoo :(

2009-07-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

11 : 50pm ; Saturday

Hell0 people ! TOday is a fucking long day ! Early morning 9 : 44am mummy woke me up and asked me to get ready . I got ready and we went to Northpoint to eat breakfast. ATe thosai after god knows how long then went popular collected my invitation cards ! Yipee ! Then, went around the whole of Singapore. l0ls. I swear i dint know where we went cux i sat in the car for like 2 freaking hours and they kept driving around. I kept dozing off thn waking up. THen, Shateesh msged me saying he going jb. Then i sad liaoo. THen i reply hym he never reply back. I more sad. Used mummy phone try kolling hym he at jb liaoo.Then angry lor . Then after tht told Rockey to drop me off at Novena Square. I bought flowers and went for 2pm service. I was at the church early so jux sat there. It was peaceful. Far away from all the stupid problems. Then after church came home and watch the hindi movie. ' Jab We Met' FUcking nyce movie. I love tht movie!! Then Maid, Mum, Tino and me went to send Rockey to the airport. Rockey was leaving to Sri Lanka for 5 days and mummy was so fucking pissed cux she was suppose to go as well. No idea why she dint go so she was super angry and kept showing attitude at the airport. Damn funny ! hahaks ! Then Shateesh msged me from jb. He told me smth & Im super super happy.I love you asshole ! So after airport went 848 bought food and went Pavi house for awhile . ATe there thn left. Now im home watching Shiva mannasulae Shakti. hahaks ! Oki, the movie jux ended. Im gonna msg SHateesh & sleep liaoo. Good nyte people.

Bye !
I miss SHateesh !

I miss you asshole!

2009-07-03T03:07:00.000-07:00

6 : 10 pm ; Friday

Hello people ! I dint go skul today ! hahaks ! 1 whole week never go skul & im actually jux rotting at home but i enjoy doing tht. Today woke up, and I dint feel good. Quickly ran to the toilet & vomitted. :[ Blueks ! The vomit tasted fucking bitter. hahahahaks ! fucking disgusting. THen mummy bought Nasi lemak for me & I shared it with Tinohan . So both of us shared and we dirtied the living room and maid kept shouting . hahahaks ! Then used computer & changed my blogskin again. Because of Gina & Gayashiri. They kept saying that eeverything is half. After changing Gina still said she cant see my picture its half! Arghhhh!! Gina, I not gonna change my blogskin liaoo because I love this ! :) Then SHateesh msged saying he mite go Malacca. I hate it when he goes to Malacca. Cause i cant contact hym. WHy cant hys aunty come Singapore . Why must he go there?? *sadface* IM gonna miss you asshole ! k so i've been on the com the whole day & basically rotting ! I've been craving for Chicken Soup lately today maid cooked CHicken Soup. Yummy ! hahaks !

Yea after today. I would be very busy till my 'N'level over. Cux, i am not even prepared for anything. Will start going skul next week. I bet everyone in skul misses me. hahahaks ! SO wont be blogging often liaoos.

My Shateesh is now playing playstation. He is a big big baby ! hahaks ! & i love that baby ! People if you hate hym, keep it to yourself k. Yea, im not going on with hym. That doesnot give you the fucking rytes to come and tell me u hate hym. If u hate hym. FUCK YOU ! That is your fucking problem. I still love hym. Dont u dare utter another word about hym! I'll tear your mouth, pull out your toungue out and punch you till your teeth drops out ! hahaks !

Bye !
I love my kukubird Shateesh :)

Sarvam =)

2009-07-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

8 : 05 pm ; Thursday

Wee !!! TOday i dint go skul !! AGAIN !! It has been 4 days !! hahaks ! & all the other idiots are waking up early in the morning and going skul. hahahaks! Pity them. l0ls. ANyway though im like bored at home im actually happy tht I dun have to go skul. hahaks ! Last nyte watched Sarvam. Its the ONE OF THE BEST tamil movies. Really love the movie and all the songs in there. & i kept crying. hahaks ! Had a box of tissue beside me. Then when Trisha died i dunno why i got reminded of Shateesh. & started crying even more. Well, Im super pissed with Shateesh. Fucking angry with hym for some reason you dun have to know. I dint msg hym the whole day today. But i will lar. hahaks ! later at nyte. & yea my previous post i said i dint know who the 2 girls was with SHateesh ryte. I found out. Dint ask anyone. Someone called me and tell. Saw Shateesh at gv last nyte. he dint even realise I was there. How Dumb!

k, today woke up bout 8 + and rot at home. Sindhu called , was tokin to her for awhile. & she told me smth about Shateesh which made me more mad ! haiyoo. I dunno wat to do lar. Then mum said she'll be back home by 12+ cux we had to go my aunty house to eat dinner. They cooked food for us. But she only came bk at 4.30pm. Then she picked us up and went to pick Mane up and we went to my aunty house. Ate there, watched tv, tok cock thn chow to mummy's office pick up Rockey and aunty Prasana. They went to see the MP near my house. got some prob. So I, Mane got really bored. So brought Tinohan and maid back home. Mane was at my crib for like 10mins thn he left. Now im bloggin and chatting with gayashiri darling. She's such a sweetheart!

Boy, why are you doing this to me ? I've been waiting for you for fucking 11 months. There is never a day I can go by without thinking about you. I just love you soo much. Why cant you understand ? Its very painful to see you with all the girls. Esp after you telling me what kind of girls they are, im very afraid. I dun wanna loose yout o any other girls ady. I want to be with you. I want you to be mine and I be yours. You made alot of promises to me. Wat happen ?I miss you soo much. I really want you back. Please come bk to me.

My love for you has sank to the end of the ocean.

2009-07-01T02:32:00.001-07:00

5 : 32pm ; Wednesday

Hello readers ! I dint go skul today alsoo!! Wee ! Im sick lar. Today woke up at 8.30am. Had a fucking bad dream about baby and that doke !!! Arghhh!!!
Fuck off lar pachai theyvadiya. Find another guy to fuck around with lar. To hym your just another whore. SO Fuck off.

K, i dunno why im just getting sooo angry. k hack care . SO when woke up noone was home so i bathe and ol thn mummy told me to come down to go eat breakfast. She brought all of us to Khatib Mac. Then she send Maid, Tino & me back home and went work. Then msged Saras asked her to meet. Then left house about 2pm and went Northpoint to meet Saras and Naandhini at Northpoint. Hugged Naandhini from behind and she screamed. hahaks ! TOday's her b'day . SO happy birthday bitch ! Then Saras bought assesment books and i was shocked ! hahaks ! I ordered invitation cards for my bday. It will only come in on friday, so the lady wud kol me on friday once the stocks arrive. THen they followed me and went to Raffles Clinic. Then as usual Aravind started scolding Saras for going Northpoint and she had to go back. So I was left alone. Msged Shateesh and he said he was in hys fren's house. SO after seeing doctor went to interchange . THen saw 2 indian guys there so i stand like very far n my back was facing thm. I couldnt see who it was cux i onli wore lens in one eyes. heheks ! Then they started shouting my name. Walked towards them and it was Manoj & his fren. Then he asked me " Where digimon ?" smth like tht i heard. Then i was like who is dat. He said ur ex boify. Then i said who Sahteesh ? i dunno & he asked me to stand with hym. Cux digimon coming there. Then Shateesh came with Shiva & 2 other girls. I have no idea who the girls are. :( Then Shateesh shouted SWINE FLU ! & i lyk sooo paiseh. & my bus came then I told Manoj im leaving and he said. Dun go. I'll kill you. then Shateesh said go. SO I dint know wat to do. SO i jux left and the bus door closed ryte on my face and Shateesh laughed at me soo loud. Arghh! Then the bus door opened again and now im back home. Plans for tonyte : ROT , ROT , WATCH SARVAM , ROT & ROT !!

Bye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAANDHINI!!

I love Shateesh pachai theyvadiyaa !

2009-06-30T01:45:00.000-07:00

4 : 45pm ; Tuesday

I dint go skul today also! Im fucking sick ! & IM fucking rotting at home. Im having a fucking bad headache. & today everything is super fucktup.

LIFE IS BEING A BITCH AGAIN !!

Bye !

I syg Shateesh!

Transformers

2009-06-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

7 : 10 pm ; Monday .

Today I dint go skul !! Whee hee. Cux last nyte my teacher told me not to go cux i went malaysia . Oni for yesterday. So I woke up at 10.15am and msged Shateesh . Then he called me and I toked to hym till 12+. Then he told me to get ready cux he wanted to go watch Transformers for the 2.40pm show at woodlands. So i got ready and koled hym and met hym at Yishun MRT. Then met Kika & Kishen in the train last cabin. Trained to woodlands . Causeway was effing crowded. By the tym, we reached woodlands was 3.10. So we bought ticket for 3pm show and watched. Shateesh sat beside me and he was soo cold. He kept moving around. He even slept during the movie .hahaks ! Kuku fella. I was too cold tht i took Shateesh cap to cover my hands. It dint really help though. After the movie. Kishen went to pierce hys ears. & tht was wen I found out i lost my $ 10. haixx. Shud be in the theatre. Then met Taslim outside causeway. They smoked. And Shateesh & I left. Taslim, Kika & Kishan lepak somewhr ard thr. Came home no one was home. Dint have key so was stuck outside. Then 20mins later mum came. & Now im home. GOnna eat.

Bye !
I love Shateesh para doke !

Baby dont walk away .

2009-06-28T01:50:00.000-07:00

Dont walk away!
If you are gone, I mite die .
I'll die in your seperation.
Days spend with you are vanishing lyk dreams.
When you ask, Who am i ?
My love, Im dying a little every moment.
Even if im dead.
I'll put a window at my grave .
Just to see you .
Clouds part and unite again.
Your love is just the same.
Is love a streetlight ?
to be switched off during the day ?
Even fire cant burn down memories .
I'll wait for you Shateesh.
With my love.
Beautiful and cherished moments were given to me by you .
Sorrows were also given by you .
Like god visiting in my sleep.
You came & vanished.
I cant bear this punishment your giving me.
Baby, My love turns dark in your absence.
Though it is an unbelievable truth.
Though i know u'll never come back .
Why isnt my heart accepting the truth ?
Anyone who kols my phone.
I think its you.
Your image is permanently attached in my eyes.
Though im in crowd.
I still feel so lonely.
Im in the world of lonliness you left behind for me.
Though my eyes are open wide.
Though you are a past dream.
Im still wandering in that dream.
In the pain i go through
This night of pain is never ending.
Boy, I really love you soo much.
I need you soo badly .
I cant take this pain anymore.
:(

Im back =)

2009-06-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

11 . 35 am ; Sunday .

Hello people ! Im back !!

Im back from mersing ! I came back yesterday ard 4pm & had a big arguement with mum. SO dint use the computer. anw, its gonna be a very long post so enjoy reading.

Day 1. 25 june 2009

Woke up at 5.30am . and got ready . everyone came over to my place. The van came at 6am so we went under my block . All the children + my maid & aunty liana came in the van with us. The adults went by car. SO about 20 of us squeezed in tht bloody small van. On the way there, Hilal called me . hahaks ! He dint sleep jux to kol me and tell me have a safe trip. Super sweet. Thn tried kolling Shateesh! That pig handphone was off. Im was fucking sad. Couldnt tok to hym before leaving. So, reached jb at 8+ den had to drive to the ferry terminal. 2 hours journey. OMG!! Fucking long. my butt was soo painful. Then once we reached the ferry terminal about 10.30 . A lady said there was only one ferry. & a ferry can only carry 15 people at a tym . and the ferry would only arrive at 12pm. We had another 2 hours to burn. So went to eat and walked ard. Then ferry came at 11.45 . We were splitted into 2 grp. Gals and boys. So the girls went in the ferry first. It was soo nice. half an hour to reach the place. Once we reached the place the only thing which attracted all of us was the water . IT WAS CRYSTAL BLUE !! I can practically see all the fishes in the water. So went to collect all the 6 room keys and i jux left my bag inside change and brought Tinohan to swim at the beach. Not caring bout the others . hahaks ! Awhile later all the girls came to swim. The boys were missing the fun. Pavi, Katy & I kept jumping into the water from the jetty. It was effing fun. We were like village children. Then the boy's came and they come ony they got ready to go fishing. so the boy's went fishing. Then we rented the snokeling gears and went snokeling at the deep sea. Omg ! It was soo fun . The water was soo clean tht u can see almost every single thing. We saw loads of fishes. Rock fish, sword fish and alot lar. Then we let the boys use the snokeling gears and we went to catch fish. I caught nothing. sad sad. But then i enjoyed myself. Then, all of us went swimming again. & then it was evening ady . So we went to bathe and dinner was at 7 pm. So, went to eat dinner. Day 1 the dinner was fish and somemore dishes lar. But it wasnt that nice. After dinner we went to catch sotong. Only at nyte can catch sotong. Rockey caught a very big sotong. Kika caught sotong and the sotong spat the black ink on Krishan. hahaks ! How disgusting ! & I caught a sotong !!! whee hee. At the jetty at nyte ,w e saw a huge tortise. A really very big one swimming. Everyone got soo shocked after seeing such a huge tortise. Then was tired and slept at the jetty. Jiraj woke me up and asked me to go resort and sleep. So wen there and saw everyone eating fried rice. Ate with them. The fried rice was fucking nice. Then slept. End of Day 1.

Day 2. 26 JUne 2009

Breakfast was at 8am. Everyone tried waking the girls up. But we were the last to wake up and go for breakfast. We woke up at 7.55am and brushed teeth comb hair and jux went to eat. Breakfast was Nasi Lemak. Damn nyce. After breakfast all of us got ready our fishing rods and took a speed boat and went to the middle of the sea to catch fish. It was fun. The first hour. All of us dint catch anything. Then, 2 hours later my mum caught the first fish. It was a garupa. A small one. Then kika caught another garupa. Then Pavi caught an unknown fish. Then Zackery caught another unknown fish. The best part he dint even know he caught a fish till rockey saw it. hahaks ! Then , ROckey caught a Garupa and Zackery caught another garupa. Aishwini kept vomminting in the sea. Then Katy felt sick then the maid felt sick. THt was went they decided we shud go back to the resort. We stepped out the boat and katy vommited at the jetty in the water, eee ! disgusting ! It was damn hot ! So all of us played in the water for awhile then walked to a bar. 20 mins walk. All the children ate one scoop of ice cream. Only , Pavi,Kika,Jiraj & I got the privillege to eat 2 scoop of ice cream! Whee hee. The adults drank beer. hahaks ! Then, The children with aunty liana went swimming at a swimmin pool. Katy tried pushing me into the pool but she cudnt . I jux pushed her into the pool and she fell in. The water was twice her height and she was drowning. But i dint know she was drowning and continued laughing at her. l0ls. She struggled but i tot she was acting. lol. Then she swam by herself. and told me it was deep. i dint believe till i went in the water. It was fucking deep. I panicked . hahaks ! Jiraj dint know how to swim so he came on my back and I almost drowned because of hym. THen swam for awhile and went back to the bar picked the adults back and walked to our resort. Then went to swim at the beach. Then Aunty Prasana, her hushband and her children came mersing. They came just in tym for lunch so we ate lunch. After eating went back to swim at the beach. And we saw a boat at the beach kinda deep in. But we were all tempted to go in the beach. So we swam to the boat and got in. Helped each other. Then the tied was getting higher all of us panincked , jumped out of the boat and swam back to shore. THen we played soccer at the beach. Not even 1 goal and u could see everyone lying on the floor injured. my mum kept pushing everyone who came in her way. hahaks ! bloody rough. Luckily, She my team ! & yea, we won. Then awhile later we got tired and played dog and bone. But in a different way. This tym u have to take the ball and came back to the grp. The other opponent will try to take the ball and get back to the team. Everytym my opponent was sooraj. And i would sit on the ball. But he could carry me with the ball and bring to hys side. hahaks ! Then after tht swam again. & went to bathe and got ready for dinner. Then went to catch sotong again. & i caught a fish and a sotong. Went i tried pulling the fish my hairband dropped into the water. Damn sad. Then, saw the huge tortise again. OMG ! IT was effing big. Then Krishan, Jiraj , Kika and I went to the boys room to tok cock becux the girls room everyone slept ady. Then went there and instead of toking all of us slept. Then woke up and Kika & I went to the girls room to sleep. End of day 2.

Day 3, 27 june 2009

The last day. Woke up at 8 am . Went for breakfast. After breakfast we tried Mane, Jiraj & I tried using the fishing rod to catch my hairband but we failed and gave up. So, we caught a crap. We were disturbing the crap. It was a poisonous crap. I and Jiraj killed the crap. Using water bottle. & I was soo eager to see wat was in the crap so i used the blade and cut it open. Hahaks. Cut the eyes ol. Damn bad ryte? hahaks ! & there was a dead fish at the jetty so I cut that open and digged the eyes out and all. hahaks ! Damn fun . Then after that we went back to the resort to pack all our stuffs. Everyone were doing their own stuff. But I lied down at the resort and jux dozed off there. hahaks ! Then, we packed all our stuffs and got ready to leave. My mum and all took the ferry first. The second ferry came 2 hours later. then we took the ferry and went to the ferry terminal. MEt mum ol there. And then Sooraj found out that he has forgotten to return the boys room key. hahahks ! So had no way to return it so he jux kept it. then , we took the van. THis tym a different can. More comfy with aircon and ol but more smaller. The we had 2 ohurs to burn in the van cux it takes 2 hours to go to jb. Then in the van, we all played cards and listedned to songs. Reached jb at 3+ then went to coffeeshop to eat. The food was damn nyce. then, board the van again and went to jb checkpoint in 15 mins. Then, at spore checkpoint Zackery was stopped becux he had fever. Then they checked again and let hym go. Then we saw a guy got caught for keeping pirated cds in hys bag. The police officer was checking all the cds. There was about 30 cds. hahaks ! Stupid fellla. Then came back home. Everyone went back. Kika, Katy & Zackery stayed over at my place again. Then bathe and watched hindi movie. Then mum cooked dinner and we all ate. Then had a big arguement with mum. Im not gonna tell wat happen here. But im jux effing pissed with her. Now not in tokin terms to her.arghhh!

Today , 28 june 2009

Woke up about 10.30am becux of Shateesh's kol. Before i could pick up he put down. Wen i msg he never reply. kuku boy. Woke up, mum cooked mee SO ate and using the computer now. WIll pack my bags and have to iron my uniform for skul tmrw. I dont feel like going skul tmr. haixx. N level oral next week. Sianx sianx.
OKay, gonna go check friendster now.

Bye !

I love and miss Shateesh =)

Boy, I've been thinking alot about you lately.
I need you.
PLease come back !

Britaing got talent!

2009-06-24T05:26:00.001-07:00

People watch this video ! hahaks !

Im leaving

2009-06-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

6. 35 pm ; Wednesday

Today is a pretty long day. Slept only at 4.30 am was msging Shateesh all the way. Then was suppose to meet hym n bring hym for breakfast Macs and buy hym hys pancake . But i guess that pig only went back home at 6.30am and wen i kol hym to wake hym up . He said he'll meet me in the evening. Then I said ok. & went to bathe and got ready. Went temple , made prayers for hym , prayed and came back home. 10 minutes later, mummy asked to come to her office to type out everyone's name. ( those going mersing with us ) So went there, typed out and send it to the mersing resort management. There are about 30 people coming. THen slack at mummy's office till 6pm then came bk home. Asked Shateesh if he still wanted to meet. & my pridiction was soo fucking right. He was like not interested. So i told hym its k. Now im home rotting . Everyone will be staying over at my place today and we'll be leaving home at 6.30am . Will come back on Saturday evening on sunday morning. So wun blog till then .

Im gonna miss my baby Shateesh soo much .

BYE EVERYONE !

I love you so much boy . Why you still dont understand ? Cant you see how much i need you . Everyone else is more important to you than I am. You'll never know how much it hurts. Everyone keeps asking me if im going on with you and it hurts me soo much to say 'no' . omg ! I really need you. Ady lost one . Dont wanna loose another. Shateesh would understand this.

annoying pest .

2009-06-22T23:35:00.000-07:00

Dear, Unknown Spammer .
You seem to know alot about me and my life. You seem know more stuffs about me and Shateesh . STuffs which even we dint know. Hahaks ! you told Vanessa that she doesnt know about us n told her to fuck off. hahaks ! Hey, wait a minute. We should be telling you this. You know nothing about me , Shateesh and our life. If you got nothing nice to say than I think you shud keep your fucking mouth shut. Your mouth stinks worst than ur pussy/dick . You can keep your fucking snide remarks and comments to yourself . Your shaggy dog story is super fucktup. :) C'mon ! Grow up immature brat ! Your words are as fake as you . Just because I need hym so badly does not mean that im pregnant with hys child. U come from which country ? India uh ? Why so typical ? Paraya ! If u really got nothing to do in life. Sit at a corner in ur house and eat kachang. If ur still bored then i think u should start catching life lizards and shove it up ur ass. Do not think you know everything about me becux the fact is u know nothing . So dont come and padathai oothuran in my blog. You understand ?! If you got any problem come confront us and tok infront. Do not be a fucking coward by not even saying your fucking name. You think your pulling me down to your standard ? Dream on motherfucker. ! Why dont you come up to my standard . ooh! I forgot u cant cux ur always on your fucking knees. Grow up mother fuckers !

IF YOUR A GIRL
JUST BECAUSE YOU GO AROUND SPREADING YOUR LEGS TO ALL THE GUYS DOES NOT MEAN EVERY GIRL DOES THAT. CARRY ON DOING WHAT YOU DO BEST ! SPREAD YOUR LEGS AND DO NOT FORGET TO SCREAM MY NAME !

IF YOUR A GUY
JUST BECAUSE YOU FUCK AROUND , DOES NOT MEAN SHATEESH DOES IT. HE IS ONE OF A KIND AND SOO DIFFERENT FROM YOU AND THE OTHER GUYS. HE IS ONE IN A MILLION AND THAT IS WHY I LOVE HIM. CARRY ON DOING WHAT YOU DO BEST AND STOP SPAMMING MY BLOG ! TRY YOUR BEST TO PULL US DOWN!

THESE SPAMS ARE JUST MAKING US STRONGER! LIFELESS SUCKERS !
SHOO AWAY PEST !

Spammers .

2009-06-22T04:27:00.000-07:00

7 : 30 pm ; Monday .

Today another boring day. I've been home the whole day. Dint go out anywhere . Was using the com for the whole day. haixx.

There is this spammer name "UNKNOWN" who seems to know alot about me.
hahaks ! I myself dint know i was pregnant with SHateesh's child but he/she seems to know.
Wow! I really dont know how you lifeless spammers can come out with these stupid lame ideas.
If u had a life, u would stop talking about mine. & try all your best to pull me down i m not gonna give a fuck. I love Shateesh & u can keep your fucking comments to yourself. Weather I have a child with hym or not is none of your fucking bussiness. Stop sticking your nose into my life.

Bye !

I love Shateesh!

Keithboy , I miss you .

2009-06-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

9 : 45 pm ; Sunday

Today is such a bad day ! Stayed over at Telok Blangah . Celebrated father's day yesterday. Aunty Wendy & I brought daddy to IMM to eat dinner. It was screw lar. Everything was so screwed. Slept at about 2+ . Was all the way toking to Damien & derrick. I couldnt sleep the whole nyte as it was super hot ! Woke up , Bathe and bla. Went down shop with Aunty Wendy to buy daddy a father's day card and present. Then ate Chicken rice . Went back home and rot. Then everyone told me bout wat happen to KB . & im super sad. It spoiled my mood and im super angry with those involed in watever happen on 27 March . & Im also very angry tht everyone hid the truth from me. Im not gonna tell wat happened here. After they told me everything I couldnt take it and just left Telok Blangah. Took taxi and came back yishun and went to wash up then followed mummy to Bottled Tree Park to catch prawns . 3 hours , 3 rods for $ 87 and we caught 5 prawns. Hmm no mood to blog liao. Waiting for 10pm to watch The Best of Incredible Tales & Im waiting for SHateesh to msg me. I need to tell hym loads of stuffs.

Bye!

I miss Keithboy !

R . I . P

I love Shateesh !
& in the situation im in now only Shateesh can make me feel better :(
I love my baby SHateesh !
Even though he is an ass :)

2009-06-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

2 : 20 pm ; Saturday

The day has just started. Woke up about 12 + .bathe, eat all. Now im blogging. nothing much to blog about. Yesterday went Krishan house and watched Villu. hahaks ! Damn funny movie. Now im gonna go get ready to go church and meet my daddy at IMM! & ya , today is my 1 year 8 months with SHateesh! Fuck, I miss hym . Gonna go eat steamboat today . I'll blog about today tml. whee heee !

*my baby jasmin & me*

Jasmin is also gonna leave me & go malaysia on Monday. Bitch !
Shini is missed !
I love Shateesh !
Bye!

BORED!

2009-06-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

5 : 50pm ; Friday

Today is a fucking boring day. Shini left to India early morning and she send me a fucking sweet msg. hahaks ! I've been home the whole day doing nothing but rotting ! I woke up bout 12pm, bathe n bla. No one was home and I dint really care where they went cux i enjoy being home alone. On the computer at about 2pm and i've been usiong it ever since. I edited my friendster, changed blog song. send ppl comment and bla bla bla. I wun be going out anywhere today. Tml going Telok Blangah to see DADDYY!!! omg lyk after how many weeks im gonna see hym tml. whoo hoo ! Cant wait ! Mux buy smth for hym. Tml father's day. :)) & Shateesh went to meet someone i dun like. *angry angry* k maybe *jealous jealous* arghh!! Suddenlly im in love with my blog song. Its for my baby Shateesh!

Come back to me

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
when the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop
all our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
you're one in a million (one in a million)

Lower east side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to
her side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
you're one in a million (one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too dumb to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna but
I open my heart to be
You are my priority
can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby, take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
you're one in a million (one in a million)

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
you're one in a million (one in a million)

Na na na na, na na na na, na na
na na na na, na na na...

Drag me to Hell :)

2009-06-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

9 :40 pm ; Thursday

Today woke up at 12 pm. I was still soo sleepy and I dint wanna get off the bed. But I had to go meet Shini at AMK. We were going to watch movie. Drag me to hell. We were suppose to go Old Changi Hospital but it was too far. So decided to watch movie. Reached AMK at 2.50pm den met Shini, Monica & Mohana at AMK Macs. 3pm, Thunder, Ah-San & Small boy came. Then went to buy tickets. So the sitting arrangement was like, Monica,Thunder,Mohana,Small boy,Shini,Ah-San & me. I have no idea why the did that. But THunder was soo fussy about the sitting arrangement. Haiyooo. Then halfway thru the movie Thunder went and sit alone. I dunno why. The movie was fucking nyce. It was so shocking. Ikept screaming thruout the whole movie and Ah-San gave alot of reactions. hahaks! Damn funny ! Shini & I kept laughing at Ah-San . THen after the movie, all wanted to smoke so they hide and smoke then Shini was hungry. So all went to eat. Shini bought carrot cake. & Thunder kept saying the chilli like mensus. Fucking Disgusting ! Then at the foodcourt Shini & Small boy kept argueing. SO Monica,Shini ,Mohana and I left. & the boys were cuming behind us. Monica, Shini & mohana followed me to MRT station cux i had to chow to meet my baby Shateesh! Then went I turned around the boys were missing. hahaks ! So just told everyone bye and left. Then trained to Yishun and at Yishun MRT saw the girl with the purple highlights . She walked past me and rolled her fucking eyes. && I HATE PEOPLE WHO ROLE EYES AT ME !! So i jux shouted fuck you. & i was expecting a reply. but she jux walked away. So went to meet Shateesh,Kika & Taslim for awhile. Then Shateesh was sleeping. ok maybe trying to sleep. Was admiring hym. & he suddenlly opened hys eyes and caught me looking at hym. Then i jux looked away. hahaks!! Then Taslim went back and Kika & I waited for Shateesh bus to cum the we send hym off and went to Macs to eat. Saw Jasmin,Nimalan, Suba,Alvina & Boy Freako there. & was talking to them for awhile . Then Kika & I ate and left. We took the train . I dropped at Khatib and went to meet Mummy and everyone at Bottle Tree Park. Kika went Bugis to meet her mum. & at Bottle tree Park I caught one prawn !! & im proud !! Then Priya send me back home . Cux felt uncomfortable wearing jeans. so came bk to change and going to walk to Bottle tree park.

Bye !

I love Shateesh knn!

DRAG ME TO HELL IS A MUST WATCH MOVIE!!!

I killed a bird :(

2009-06-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

8 : 25pm ; Wednesday

Today is such a tiring and long day . Woke up at 8.30am . Bathe and got ready and went to Bala temple . Prayed and made prayers for Shateesh's name all. Then we wanted to buy birds andlet it go in the jungle . We believe tht if u let go birds you are clearing your sins and all . So we went Chong Pang to buy birds. 1 bird $9!! && we had to buy 10 birds. It was too expensive so we went 700+. They dint sell the bird there. So we went serangoon . 1 bird $6. Much cheaper so we bought 10 birds and I was suppose to let it go in the jungle. SO we went to selatar jungle there. I wanted to let it go 1 by 1. SO i took out the bird and it flew the other way towards the road the car came and banged tht poor bird and it was bleeding. ): So sad! Then it was fighting for its life. Rockey gave the poor bird water and left it at the jungle. I think the bird would have died. :( Now i have to buy another 5 more birds to compensate for the sin i did. But not my fault !!! Then after tht came bk home, ate and went to mummy's office , waited for mummy then went to tattoo shop. Opposite mummy's office. Mummy wanted to put an angle tattoo. Picture of the tattoo is below . Then went back to mummy's office and took her stuff then went sembawang beach to catch fish! I caught 1 fish ! & im proud out tht . 8D Mummy caught 5 fishes ! Mane caught 2 fish! hahaks :) Now im back home. later gonna go CHong Pang pasar Malam.

*Mummy's tattoo!*

Shateesh is sick!
Get well soon baby!
I love you alot!

Shateeshuuu!!!

2009-06-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

10 : 15 pm ; Tuesday

Today is a fucking boring day ! Woke up at 9+ then bathe and ate breakfast. Mummy asked me to study for 2 hours. & hell I tried. I tried to study Maths. So I opened my maths textbook and did the first chapter first question. Cheebye! I dint know how to do it sial. I was staring at the fucking same question for like 1 hour plus. Then Jiraj koled my hp and I started toking to hym. No mood to study so i jux closed my textbook and kept it aside. Then 12pm My bby Shateesh asked me to wake hym up. So i koled hym & tht monkey ask me to wake hym up at 12.45pm. SO i said ok and continued toking to Jiraj. 12.45pm koled Shateesh again & woke hym up. Then i told Jiraj to put dwn the phone as the conversation was fucking boring. Then started rotting at home. Asked Kika to meet and she said ok. & She took fucking long to cum yishun. Then I n kika sat at gv there. & i saw a group of indian girls. Then i saw tht SHort bastard whose face looks worst thn a gorilla. EEE ! I hate hym. He went to the grp of indian girls and i was looking at them and one of them looked very familliar. Was trying to figure out who was tht and then it striked my mind. The purple highlighted hair girl! Got irritated . So i and kika wanted to lepak at 200+ and wait for Shateesh. Crossing the road . I saw Prem. I was so shocked to see hym . I dunno why. & i jux shouted "EH PREM!!" damn pisae. Then msged Shateesh bout the purple hair girl and he koled me and asked whr u when i was ryte infront of hym. GUNDU! Then Kika, Shateesh & I lepaked at the park behing interchange and we played tai-tee. hahaks ! Damn fun ! Then Taslim joined us. Then had to chow at 7.30pm. So kika chowed with me. Kika, missed her bus becux of Taslim. He kept holding on to her . [ Shateesh does this reminds you of anything ? ] Then Kika took the next bus. & my bus took fucking long & i was like fucking late. So sweet of Shateesh & Taslim to wait for me till my bus cum. hahaks ! Came home mummy shouted at me because she read the ITE letter. She tot I went in ITE. Crazy woman! Then went down bought Macs for everyone and jux ate. Now im disturbing my Shateesh !

Bye

Today itself more than 8 ppl told me tht Shateesh is going to be mine !! WHoo hoo!!

This has nth concerning you! Its for my baby Shateesh!
Baby, here is my reply to the question u asked me.
Well, I dun have an answer to the question you asked me jux now becux this is love. I cant explain why i want you or why i love you. This cant be explained by words . Its a feeling. I just need you here to be with me. Just lyk how u cant explain how water taste i cant explain why i love you. You are just someone very special to me. & you are all tht i need. Bby, it been 10 mnths since we broke up but my love for u is simply jux increasing every single day. You are all tht I need . We used to have soo much fun together & i dun want everything to be ruined jux lyk tht. I've had the best guy in the world. & I dint know how to appreciate you till your gone. I feel so useless. You were the only one who could make me laugh wen i dun even wanna smile. Your the only one who can make my day. You were the only one who made me feel lyk it was worth living you made me feel loved. You bought for me and gave me everything i wanted. You cheered me up wen i was really down. You made me happier wen im happy. Just being with you makes my day. I just need to be with you. I feel soo useless now tht ur gona. & im missing you soo much. Remeber the msg u send me on my b'day last year? That no matter how many probs cum, we mux face it together without falling apart ? Baby, why are you letting me go?? Cant u see how much i need you ryte now? You made my ordinary life feel like a fairy tale. Remember the stupid fights we used to have abt who loves who more? hahaks ! bby, sweet memories are jux hunting me. Everywhr i go i think about you. Your just the best thing that has ever happened to me. & I dun want all this to end jux like tht.

Set as Primary

Set as Primary

I love you boy!

lalala :)

2009-06-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

7 : 05pm ; Monday

Today woke up bout 10+ because of MANE!! Arghh ! Came over and woke all of us up. Bathe and bla bla bla. Watch tv & played cards. Then asked Shateesh if he wanted to go Sembawang beach with me to meet Shini and everyone he said dowant. Then Kika, Katy & I went to meet Shateesh. Talked cock near hys block. Kika & katy had to leave so i left with them. Basically , It was a fucking boring day ! Only meeting Shateesh was funFUN!! Now i jux reached home and im fucking hungry. hahaks ! Gonna eat !

Bye!
I love Shateesh doke !

Rotting!

2009-06-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

6 : 45 pm ; Sunday

Yesterday went Dance Arena . Saw many many familiar faces :) Went there bout 6.30pm with Kika. Met Jasmin, Alvina, Jeniffer & Shankare there. Then the show started. about 7.30pm Bella & Rochelle koled me. Went outside to pick them up cux their tickets were with me. They were with a big grp of guys. Rochelle was fucking drunk ! And can drink carlsberg with straw somemore !! [ Shateesh was outside too :) ] Then picked them up then went inside. Then, continued watching the show. Few mins later Stephanie koled me for her tickets. Then I went out again saw Vanessa, Stephanie & Steph's cuxin. Passed them the ticket and went back inside. Kika, Jasmin & I went toilet. & there was this girl with fucking ugly purple highlight there. She said " I want to kol Shateesh! " I dint hear her say tht but Kika heard it & told me. SO i jux kept quiet . Then the second tym i went in the toilet i was in the cubicle and the girl came in. She dint know i was inside then wen I came out she started jumping and saying " Hey , I wanna kol Ganja Boi. He's with me !" Then i kept my fucking mouth shut and jux ignored her. Then went I went in the show. I was standing with Vanessa at the back and the girl was there again !!! And she said " Omg ! Ganja boi is at the corner . I want to see hym " & she walked out outside. I wanted to sound her & wen i was walkin behind her. Jasmin koled me to support Exitainers. Then I was like Shit ! So i jux sat down and supported Exitainers. Then after the show i went outside there was ambulance so i kpo i wanted to see wat happen there was a guy who dislocated hys arm !! Omg! His arm was like out of place. The bone was sticking out. Then saw Vinod and talked to hym. His fren kols hym aamai kunji ( read it in tamil ) hahaks ! So from now on i'll kol u tht Vinod. Then was tokin to Shateesh, Divan & ol. Then Bella and Rochelle chowed. Then about 15 minutes later Kika & I also chowed. Walkin tym , we saw Victor then was talkin to hym then he saw Pinky Sham and went to talked to hym. Then I saw a Indian girl shouting at another girl. Walked neared and it was Rochelle ! She was shouting and wanted to whack another girl who was twice her size. That girl was fucking calm . She talked properly but Rochelle kept shouting and scolding her mother ol. Then wanted to send Rochelle by cab but no money. Asked my frenx. They also had no money. When Rochelle shouting at the girl , the girl jux walked away. Rochelle got more angry. Then flagged a taxi for Rochelle and send her bk TB. Wonder how she paid the taxi fare. Then Kika & I was walkin to Northpoint. Pendek, Negro and gang was behind us. Negro kept asking me why rochelle never punch the girl. hahaks ! Stupid Fella! Then one of Negro fren gave me number but i dint bother and continued walking . He kept asking me to save it and we walked faster . Then they went to MRT and we went Macs. At Northpoint Macs saw the purple highlight girl again!!!!! & She kept toking bout Shateesh . She's obsessed over hym. Slut ! Then was waiting for mummy to pick us up. Saw a urukaran ! He kept looking at us. Then I shouted at hym and he walked bk towards us. Then I showed hym my slipper and he walked away. hahaks. ! Look at girl like never see before ! Go see ur mother lar. Then mummy picked us up went bk home, bathe and bla , msged bby & slept.

To dat parachi purple highlighted hair girl
Shateesh doesnt even know who the fuck you are ! SO why the fuck your acting like such a despo? Get over hym . hahaks ! I love hym Whore ! Got a problem with tht come tok straight k ?!

Today, I've been rotting at home the whole day ! So nth much to blog about today .

Bye !

I love Shateesh Parachi!

Dance Arena

2009-06-13T02:55:00.000-07:00

6pm ; Saturday

Sorry ! Sorry dint blog yesterday . There was nth much to blog about we jux went bowlin and rot at home. Todat woke up about 10+ . Jiraj rushed back home. Mummy and the rest went temple and off to Aunty Vasanti's place. Kika & I went church for the 1 pm service thn met Jasmin & Alvina . Had to pay them the ticket for Dance Arena. Then waited got Mg . Suria. Who took super long. Then collected 6 tickets and went under Shateesh blk to meet hym and Divan. I & kika was fucking hungry then we went 700+ coffeeshop to eat , then went under a blk and lepaked. Then Divan disturb one old lady and she got pissed with us and chased us away ! Now we are bk home , getting ready to go Dance Arena !

Anyone who sees me at Dance Arena .
Come & Say Hi !
I dun bite !

Bye !
I love Shateesh bastards !

Sentosaa!!

2009-06-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

9 :50 pm ; Thursday

Today, I only came bk home at 5.30am in the morning. I was in Krishan house torning. Came bk home msged bby Shateesh and slept at 6.30am . Then 7.30am my alarmed ring . I offed it and a few mins later Naandhini koled me. I dint pick up cux i was too sleepy. She msged me & I dint read. Then she koled me at 8 am and shouted at me asking me to wake up. Thn i quickly rushed bathe and bla bla bla. Then took money from mummy and left . Went to Interchange to meet Naandhini ! We went 7-11 to buy milk tea then went to meet Humaira, Serene, Siti at MRT station . Then Humaira decided to take bus becux MRT wud be packed. We went bk Interchange took 855 and went to Vivocity. Then the 5 of us went Toy R Us to buy beach ball. Then Serene and all was hungry. So Naandhini, Serene & I went to eat at burger King. Humaira & Siti went to pick up Junainah & Shiqin. Then they came bk & we ate finish and left to Sentosaaa!!! Once we reached Sentosa we were finding for a shady spot to sit. & the weather was bloody HOT! We found a spot thn settled down and played volleyball. Shiqin, Junainah & I was in a team & Naandhini, Serene & Humaira was in another team. Siti was the refree. Then Humara came up with this stupid idea tht which ever team looses they have to buy the other team ice cream . & obviously the winner is my teamm !! Humaira u owe us an icecream !!! AFter tht played took loads of pics and played n played. Then ard 4pm we left Sentosa . Kika koled me & told me tht Shateesh was in Vivocity as well & i was like OMG ! Then Nandhu & i went shopping at Vivocity. Then we chowed to Yishun becuz i had to meet Saras. Went to Chong Pang there and collected smth from Saras . Saw Arjun & Sara all at the playground. Lame ppl. Then went to Yishun Mrt to meet Kika, Katy & Sih. Went to the park behind interchange and slacked there till 7+ .. Halfway, Prem & Panjang came. Then left bk home. At home now. Just ate durians !! Whoo hooo! Gonna play cards now.

Picture tym !

* Me * Gb means GanJa Boi

*mee!*

*Mee!!!*

*Nandhu & Me*

Bye!
I love SHateesh lar Chibaii!

Shateeshhh!!!

2009-06-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

9 : 40 pm ; Wednesday

Today woke up late bout 11+ . & to my surprise Mane was at my place . Hahaks! Then i went to bathe and bla bla bla. & Kika msged me askin if wanna lepak. I msged Shateesh Askin hym if he wanted to meet thn he said ok. SO, I got ready and all left home at 2pm leaving Mane at home. Damn Bastard ryte ? hahaks ! Then, wen i was under my block Mummy was there. & I was like FUCK! She asked me whr i going i said i going to meet fren and will cum bk in half hour. Then at the bus stop I saw Nathiya. Hahaks ! After so long saw her! Talked to her then reached interchange she went off n went gv to meet Shateesh, Kishen & kika.. Was slacking there. Then saw Jasmin, Alvinaa & Kriz. hahaks ! Last long with Kriz, Jasmin ! Talked to them for awhile thn after tht Kishen , Kika , Shateesh & me went to the park behind Interchange. Slack awhile thn Kishen & I was hungry.. So we went to the coffeeshop. I and Kishen bought Chicken Rice. Shared my Chicken Rice fwith Kika & SHateesh bought us drink ! Thank you bby ! After eatin went bk to da park and sleack there till like 6.30pm tokin cock !Then after tht went to Yishun MRT & we went toilet . Kishen took sooo long in the toilet. Then bought drink at Mrt Station and sat at a playground near Shateesh blk. PLayed & toked cock again thn we all chowed. I & Kika took bus . & Shateesh went to send Kishen at the MRT Station. Jiraj koled me and asked me to come Bottle Tree park. Went there and mummy and rockey was catchin prawns. I, Jiraj & Krishan were toking crap again. Then Jiraj dared me to eat raw cockles . & i asked hym to eat first thn i'll eat. & we actually ate it ! Yucks ! We caught like 900grams of prawn and Rockey jux cooked eat and we ate it jux now. Super SHiok eyy ! Now gonna tok cock again ! Below are some pics we took & some candid!

*Kishen & me *

*Kika & me*

* Kika ! Candid ! *

*Shateesh! My loves ! Candid oso still handsome*

Kika is soo gna kill me for putting her pic here. But its k. She still loves me no matter wat !hahaks !

Bye !
I love Shateesh!
Everytym i see hym i fall for hym all over again !

Vivo City !

2009-06-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

9 :45 pm ; Tuesday

Today is a very boring day. Since i had no skul I woke up about 10am then went to bathe and bla bla bla. Then mummy asked me to bring Tinohan to 848 coffeeshop to eat breakfast . So mummy send Tinohan, Me & Maid to 848 coffeeeshop . Went there bought Nasi Lemak and shared it with Tinohan . After we ate we decided to go Mane's house . Krishan stayed over at Mane's house . Wen we went there the door was closed and we were knocking the door for like half an hour. After that the pig Pavitra opened the door. She was still sleepin ! Only Mane, Krish & Pavi was at home. Once Pavi opened the door I straight went to disturb the other 2 pandiis. Krishan & Mane was sleeping like pigs ! Kachow them untill they got irritated and woke up. Stayed there for a while , watched tv and all Then chowed back home bout 12.30pm. Used computer till 5.30 then Krishan came over. Then mummy koled and asked us to get ready. I bathed and got ready went down and mummy brought us to Vivocity to fetch Rocky. He went Batam and suppose to cum bk today at 7pm. In the car , On the way to Vivocity suddenlly my baby Shateesh koled me and asked if he cucm swimming at my plc. Then i was like fuck im on my way to Vivo & wud be home kinda late. Arghhh!! We reached Vivo at 6.15pm den mummy got a msg from Rockey saying that he missed the 6pm ferry so he is taking the 7 pm ferry and wud reach Singapore at 8pm. Then we were like wth? So we had like 2 solid hours to burn at Vivocity. We started walking around aimlessly at Vivocity and guess who i saw. The black slut ! Ppl who know me well, u guys shud know who the black slut is. Hahaks ! After seein her ugly face i lost my mood. Then we bought some ayurvedic things then went to eat. We bought pizza and ate ! Then 2 of mummy's friend came and tok and tok and tok. Then ROckey oso came to the restaurant and we ol tok & tok & tok. & now finally jux reached home. CHatting with Meshach ! gonna go send thunder friendster comment!

Bye !
I love Shateesh !
<3

Funn Funn !

2009-06-08T05:52:00.004-07:00

8 : 52 pm ; Monday

Today, I woke up at 8:20am & got ready by 9am . & left for skul . Skul was fucking boring . Chemistry lesson dint do anything at all. Was jux toking cock. And Maths lesson jux did wat i did best. TALK COCK with Saras! hahaks. After that met Kika n Taslim at Interchange. Saw Pravinya . Said Hi thn she chow. Thn We slacked at Interchange for awhile and went to eat at Macs. Den i told Shini & Monica to come Macs. I tot Shini was with Monica only but wen she came she was with a whole big group & Pravinya again. hahaks . Thn they asked me to follow thm to 208 to meet Thunder & Aravind. Then we all lepaked there and waited for Sara. He was suppose to cum like 1+ but end up he came like 5.30. OMG!! so india tyming.

Then ard 2.30pm Pravinya and her 2 frenx left . Bout 3 pm Thunder left to Bukit Batok. Then 3.30pm Alvina & her fren joined us. 3.45pm Shateesh , kika & Taslim joined us. 3.50 pm Jasmin, Subashini, Dinesh, & hys 2 frenx came. Then 3.55pm Suba , Shateesh, Kika,Taslim & Aravind left . Shini and Gauthom left to pick up Sara. AFter that was left with Monica, Jasmin, Alvina, her fren(4got the name ), Dinesh & hys 2 frenx. Police came screened us for soooo long. Because of Dinesh lar.hahaks :) Then Nirmalan, Shini,Gauthom came bk and joined us. Then we decided to change location cux police cum tht area ady so dangerous so we shifted to 211. Saw one slut there. But wen we went there she and her grp left to the opposite blk. Then we were jux slackin and toking cock. Then Sara received a kol frm that slut and he said he had to go tok to her. Wen Jasmin walk pass thm. That slut was doing wat she does best. Flirting with Sara! I cud see the anger in Shini's eyes. No worries bby! You still got udey ! hahaks :) Then bastards at the opposite blk kept whistlin and trying to attract all our attention . Den Nirmalan whistled damn loud ! I swear it was fuckin loud ! Then they stopped whistlin after Nirmalan's whistle. I saeee !! Nirmalan teach me how you do thatt!! Then Mummy
koled me and asked me to cum Northpoint. Shini, Monica, Gauthom and I left . Then I went to meet mummy and they left to Interchange.

Mummy brought Priya, Pavitra, Mane, Tinohan & Me to Swensons to eat!! Whohooo!! Now im damn full ! AT home. gonna sleep.Below is a pic I and Shini took today ! I love her loads.

*Shini & me*

I <3 Shini!
I love Shateesh more than anything else !
<3

ps : My fucking sore throat is fuckin irritating. All because of Jasmin & Shini . They kept askin me to shout for MegaGenix. hahaks. But i had fun though. I love the crazy ppl in my life.

Fishing :))

2009-06-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
Went for Cheng San Idol 2009 !!
It was damn boring. But i saw many familiar faces. hahaks!
Had loads of problems with some fuckin young fucks ! Just because of the fucking wrd 'Hancho'
Though it was true . Chibai She fucking Hancho pundae sial . Somemore she oni P6. Haiyoo. Please lar doke. Shini looks soo much better thn you whore ! If u dun like us come tok straigh lar mama pundek. Why lan jiao behind our back to our own frenx ? Haiyoo. I know you have hated me ryte from the start. Esp after the prob at Interchange but i dun give a fuck ! Anw, The Cheng San Idol was Mega Geniz!!! Whoo hooo!!! & there was this drunk bastard who tap me to watch hym eat. My middle finger to you asshole ! Shateesh looked great yesterday ! heheks. I love you idiot.

*Jasmin & Me*

*Alvinaa & Me*

*Priya , Shini & Me* (CHeck out Priya's face)

*Daniel & Me*

*Thunder & Me*

Today!!
Today was such a long dayy ! Woke up early morning and we all decided to go zoo. On the way to zoo, it started to rain. & we went bottle tree park to catch fish. We oni payed for one hour but we catch fish for 3 hours. Then we also caught 2 prawns. Came home and we were all fucking hungry ! Rocky cooked chilli crab and prawns with the 2 prawns. It was fucking nice ! Jux ate & im bloated now. Gonna go shop to buy kika her prepaid.

Bye !
I love Shateesh Bitch!

♥

Cheng San Idol :)

2009-06-06T00:47:00.002-07:00

3 : 47 pm ; Saturaday

Today woke up at 10.30 . Bathe and bla bla bla. Went 700+ coffeeshop to eat breakfast with Mummy, Rocky, Tinohan, Mane, Krishan & katy. Kika went to meet Ahmad and Panjang at 6 in the morning. Crazy girl ! Den mummy went marketing . The rest of us waited in the car. After that came bk home got ready and trained to church . Now im back waiting for Krishan to bring the hair straightener from hys house. Arghh !!

Yeahh!! Cant wait to go Cheng San CC for the dance show(Cheng San Idol). Im going with Shini & Monica :)
Gonna have loads of funn!!
I love you SHINI!!

Anyone who sees me at Cheng San CC .
Come & Say HI k?
I dun bite .

Bye!
I love Shateesh assholes !
♥♥

Reservoirr!

2009-06-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

7: 46pm ; Friday

Today i was suppose to go to skul but I dint ! Beacuse mane and everyone stayed over my plc and they kept pestering me not to go skul. It is also because my throat was fucking painful and I had running nose :) Maid woke me up at 8.55am and i told her tht im not going skul. She went and tell mummy thn mummy woke me up. Told her tht im not going skul and she said ok :) Den we all slept again and woke up at 11.30am. Krishan went back home and Kika left for skul. Left with Katy, Mane and me. We bathe and bla bla bla. Thn ate maggi mee for breakfast thn we decided to go swimming. After swimming came home , bathe and eat thn mummy koled and asked us to come down. We went down and she brought Katy, Krishan, Mane, Tinohan and me to Reservoir. Below are some pics we took at the reservoir. Now we going Mane;s house. Then later gonna watch movie 'Night at the Museum 2'

*Us*

*Me & Krishan*

p.s : I cant wait for tml. I going AMK for the dance show with Shini & Monica !! Gonna have loads of fun .

Bye !
I love SHateesh more than anything else in the world!
<3

Shateesh is loved .

2009-06-04T02:03:00.000-07:00

5 : 04pm ; Thursday

Yesterday !
After i blog I went to meet Shateesh & Ahmad. We lepaked at the park behind interchange. Then Kika, Mane & I went hougang . Went to Jiraj father's houx. We ate and then played Gangster Paradise. OMG! Mane, Jiraj & I were in the same team. Sooraj, Kika & Krishan were in a team. Sooraj kept punching me n dragged me on the floor. The fucking floor was like fucking dirty. Krishan punched me and run. Guess he was afraid to get beaten up by me :) I and kika was like rolling on top of each other. It was super fun ! Went back home at 12 am. Jiraj's neighbour send us back .

Today
Woke up at 8.55am . Bathe and bla bla bla & went skul late. All mummy's fault. SHe was suppose to send me to skul but she had to leave early cux she had a meeting. I had to go skul myself :( Skul starts at 10am and I left home at 10am. I waited for taxi but soo many ppl was waiting for a taxi and i was getting fucking late. Then bus came so i jux took the bus and went skul. We had our remedial in the canteen. We dint do anything much. We jux sat there and tok cock story. Then we had to go for the seminar. We bused to NTUC auditorium all the way at Marina i think. When we went there. The guy told us that the seminar was held at Grassroots club at AMK. & the seminar starts at 2pm. It was already 2pm. We quickly rushed to AMK . We reached AMK at 2 :20pm.. After that I asked Haresh Sharma for an autograph! He was so handsome !!! Now im back home . Gonna go block shopping with some idiots now. heheks :) Below are some pics we took in the bus.

*Afifah & me*

*Saras & me*

okiess !Bye!
I love Shateesh Slut!
:D